 TGIF! I'm glad it's almost the weekend. It's a bright sunny day and I'm feeling better than I have in a long time. I've been able to connect and play with both of my men this week. Things seem to be running smoother with A since he's become my other Master.
This week has been a pretty good one, especially towards the end of it. I was able to play on the darkside with Darth Vader yesterday. He stayed home because he was sick. Apparently he wasn't too sick to give me a spanking!! We spent several hours playing together. Things got pretty rough and dark. I'm still trying to process my feelings from it all.
He did allow an orgasm after I bargained with the mean old man. I had to take more pain on my already sore ass in order to get out of my orgasm denial which was supposed to be til today. I had to pay the price with pain and also do a lot of begging before he finally let me cum. I squirted all over the place and had a huge orgasm which over took my whole body. It left a huge mess all over the bed. The sex was great too! Rough doggy style with the butt plug up my ass and his cock in my pussy at the same time. I almost came just from the pleasure of it all.
It seems like I am always venturing into new dark territory with Darth Vader. Sometimes he takes me places that scare me and mind fuck me the most. Yesterday he got inside my mind and struck fear in me which got me nervous and wet at the same time. The beating was a hard one. The darkside play was rough and violent. The crash from the play went into last night and left me feeling completely broken and submissive. I had no insomnia last night and slept like a rock. I feel so centered and peaceful right now. I got my chores done this morning and I've been behaving a lot better this week.
My sister is arriving soon and then I have a movie date with Master Anakin later. We are going to see the new Matt Damon movie called The Green Zone! It looks great! The Bourne Identity is one of my favorite movies. Matt Damon is SO hot!! I've got a big crush on him. I love his movies and can't wait to go see it later! My force is feeling very strong today...
Have a great weekend!
May the force be with you all!!
~padme amidala
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4 comments:
My slave,
I've enjoyed taking you to Darkside lately ; I'm pleased it's had positive effects (as I had hoped) on you. As well, I'm really looking forward to taking My girl to see Green Zone tonight too.
~Anakin
Glad you had such a good week. Hope you weekend is even better! :-D
*hugs*
spirited
Thank you for taking me to the movies, Master. :) It was a good movie and a fun date. i love you! XOXO
Hi spirited one,
Thank you for your comment. Good to hear from you. How are you doing? How was your weekend? *hugs*
You're welcome. :) My weekend was good for the most part. Asha tried something with me on Saturday and I've had such mixed emotions about the experience since then. He wants me to blog about it, but not sure what to say about it yet.
Hope you had a good weekend.
*hugs*
spirited
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