TGIF!! Happy birthday Skywalker!

TGIF!! Today is Skywalker's 9 birthday and a very special day for our family. I can't believe how much my baby boy has grown up. It seems like yesterday that I was holding my miracle baby in my arms and watching Master Anakin with tears in his eyes as I gave birth to our son. I had a moment with my son this morning which brought tears to my eyes. I snuggled him close and told him all about the day he was born. I am getting teary eyed thinking of it. I always wanted to be a mom but that journey was hard. I lost a lot of babies along the way. My pregnancy with my son was very difficult but worth it. Skywalker is such a smart kid and just like his Dad. He's a Dom in training. He's going to be just like his Dad. I am a very proud Mom. :) We are planning a very big family birthday on Sunday to celebrate and I've got a lot of work to get done for it. We have not hosted a big birthday like this in years. My head is spinning when I think of all the work that needs to get done. I will not be on the computer much and will be very busy this weekend. I will not be able to attend any events because of it. Today is also my wedding anniversary but not with Master Anakin. It's with my first husband, Brad. (not his real name) We were married 16 years ago in a beautiful big romantic ceremony. We spent 9 months planning that wedding and it took about a year before it went downhill. It makes me feel sad in many ways to think about. I must be one of the few people on this planet who had their lover's baby on the same day as their wedding anniversary with their other husband. I tried to get my Doctor to change the date but he just laughed and told me he couldn't as it was a planned c-section. It always makes me feel a bit weird. ..... I knew that I wasn't going to be able to see A until next week so I made arrangements to see him last night. We went to Red Robin for dinner. A has been a lot more Dominant lately and taken more control in our relationship. Thing seem to be running a lot smoother than they were. I have to admit that it has been turning me on lately with him being so Dominant with me. I feel like I can get away with very little now with two of my men watching my every move. :) We enjoyed dinner together and a really yummy chocolate dessert. I'm a lucky girl to be so spoiled. We wanted to spend some time together so we went to Fort Langley to park and go for a walk. It was very calm there and romantic but started to rain. I didn't mind but A doesn't like the cold so we went back to the car. We fogged up the windows with our heat from making out and our passion. I felt a moment at one point where there was so much chemistry between us. I wanted him badly but I am on my period and his car is quite small to do anything in. I was very curious to see his new belt which he had bought earlier in the day. He was happy to show it to me by taking it off. I think my jaw dropped a bit when I saw how much thicker and meaner looking it looks from his other one. His other one was breaking and he needed a new one. Yikes!! Of course, this really turned me on also. It was all I could think about last night as I headed to bed. I can't wait until he can test it out on me. *smiles* He sent me a few text messages about it which drove me crazy and made it hard to sleep. I tossed and turned and had images in my head about him using that new belt on my ass. I need a beating from A soon! It's been too long. :) I did get a beating from Darth Vader the other night with the wire coat hanger and belt and whip. We hope to play this weekend as my period is at the end and I'm aching for one. My force feels strong today. I hope everyone has a great weekend!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala