On the mend

I am finally starting to feel human again. I was able to go for a short walk on Saturday and then run some errands yesterday. I think I might have pushed myself a bit too hard though because I was feeling a bit off last night and needed pain meds and a warm bath to cool me down. My fever hasn't gone away and my appetite is almost at zero. I finally ate a full meal last night though. I made chicken breasts and steamed veggies. At least I'm slowly starting to get better. I will be putting "get my flu shot" on my list of things-to-do. I forgot how awful it can be. This weekend wasn't too great for Master Anakin and I. His mom had to be taken to the hospital and is still there right now. He went with his Dad to get her more pain meds. She isn't doing very well. Cancer sucks!! This has not been an easy journey. Lots of loved ones get lost along the way. Watching a loved one suffer has to be one of the most awful things anyone ever gets to experience in their lifetime. I am praying for my MIL. I really wish there was more that I could do, especially for Master who is struggling a lot with this. We did manage to sneak in a quickie on Sunday morning at 6:30 am. I'm sure other parents can relate to this. We had to make the most of the time and we had to hurry but it was worth it. I didn't get to cum though. We were interrupted. LOL. At least Skywalker showed up knocking at our door after we had been able to fuck. It left me a bit frustrated but I have permission today to use my Hitachi. I plan to head upstairs soon and release some tension and stress. I have lots of chores to get caught up on this week. Master was able to help out but it's hard with two kids and also the whole situation with his mom. I'm thinking about him this morning and really missing him. I'm really hoping we can have a date night out very soon. My mom has offered to help me out with the kids and I really hope we can get out and have some time together. It's my birthday coming up and I'd really like to celebrate in private also with Anakin. A spanking might be REALLY nice too!! *hint hint* I'd love to have some time to play on the darkside. Our force is very strong. We are trying to brave the dark storm together. In November we will be celebrating our 14 year anniversary of being together. I can't imagine my life with anyone else but him. I'm still deeply in love with him even after all these years. :D May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala