Angry sex

I have come to the conclusion that angry makeup sex is some of the best that you can have. There is a big buildup of emotions and anger and the connection afterwords can be intense. It's been a bit of a difficult time for me lately. I've been struggling with depression caused by grief over the loss of my MIL. The weather is also changing which sets off my SAD (seasonal affective disorder). I have also struggled with insomnia and lack of sleep. I didn't feel like talking to anyone yesterday. I would have preferred that I stay in bed all day and do nothing. I felt very down and depressed. I tried to push Master Anakin away. He's been dealing with his own grief lately and been very distracted. Both of us have been trying to hang on during this very difficult time. He tried to phone me several times during the day but I refused to pick up the phone. A few messages went back and forth which got very heated and angry. I could tell he was angry at me while walking through the door and the look he gave me. I call this the "Darth look" because you just know he's not very pleased and the darker side of him is out. We barely spoke to each other until getting up to our bedroom. We had some time alone without the kids and the emotions came to the surface. Both of us were angry. I tried to push him away physically but that didn't work very well. He pushed me onto the bed and started to kiss me. He was on top of me. He was not going to let me go. He made it very clear who was in control. I tried to resist a bit with protests. He didn't listen to my protests as one hand went up my shirt and the other down my pants. A finger went into my pussy and then it started to feel very good. The fight seemed to disappear from me as he fucked my pussy with his finger and then pinched my clit a few times. I got aroused and wet and the anger slowly melted away from me. We started to kiss passionately as the clothes started to come off. He mentioned how wet my pussy was as he penetrated me deeply and started to fuck me. It was angry sex. Rough and mean. Hair pulling and some slapping as well as some biting on my neck. He wanted me to know who owns me. Who was in control. I got very aroused by the control over me. Wanting him to hurt me. Wanting him to fuck me hard. We were both panting and collapsed into each others arms after he came hard up my pussy. "I was very angry with you" I tried to tell him. "I know" is all he said. We both held each other and connected. Our force felt strong again. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala