Happy Spanksgiving

It's been a very difficult and emotional week. It's hard to believe that my MIL passed away almost a week ago now. There has been a lot to do to get ready for her memorial. There is also our Canadian Thanksgiving this weekend and my 38th birthday is also around the corner. It's been a really busy time and has really worn me out. I slept 12 1/2 hours solid last night and still feel very tired. Losing a loved one is a very emotional journey. Words can't describe how I am feeling with losing my MIL and also a close friend. I am still coming to terms with it all and so is the family. This has been a very sad week with lots and lots of tears. We had planned to have Thanksgiving dinner with both of the in-laws. I thought we'd at least have one more family dinner before she passed away. We bought the turkey back in September and she was weak but hanging in there. We had thought there would be more time. It feels very sad this long weekend to be having our turkey dinner but not having her there. It feels like everything has changed. Our whole family dynamic is different now that she is gone. It's a very big adjustment. It's been a very difficult time for Anakin. I've tried to support him and be strong for him. We have a strong force. We have bonded together through the tough times. The journey continues and life will move on but we will never forget her. Happy Thanksgiving (Spanksgiving) to all our readers who celebrate this weekend! Thank you for all the supportive comments and e-mails during this difficult time. It really means a lot to Anakin and I both. Have a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala