Happy 14 year anniversary Master Anakin!

"I made a choice 13 years ago (on Nov. 23/96) to tell my best friend that I loved him. I had no idea how he felt about me at the time. He had learned to cover his feelings very well. I decided to risk the friendship to be honest about how I was feeling." "I had spent 7 years trying to deny the feelings that were there. Moments which I held back from touching him or kissing him. We even dated for a while and yet never slept together. I was not being true to myself." I had written a post called The Affair last year in which I blogged about some of my history with Anakin. That post tells you about how Anakin and I came to be together. I am so glad that I made that choice to tell Anakin how I really felt about him. I couldn't hold back my feelings any longer. I have always loved him. I loved when we became best friends at college. I loved him during all the times we hung out together and got to know one another. I am glad that we became friends first. I think this deepened our connection to each other. Today is our 14 year anniversary of being together. It was 14 years ago that I sat him down and told him that I loved him. We made love that night: "7 years of build up and that night it exploded. He grabbed my ass and that was it. It was the best sex of my life. The passion was incredible and the intensity of the love between us even though we both knew that it might not last." This morning we made love before he went to work. He woke me up and took what belongs to him. 14 years later and I am a slave and wife to Anakin. I had no idea that our journey would take us to where we are today. Our force is still strong and we continue to grow and connect. I can't imagine my life with anyone else. There have been many lovers and men in my life but only Anakin holds the key to my heart. He is my Owner and I will always stay true to him. Happy 14 year anniversary Master! i love you soooooo much!! i look forward to the journey ahead... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala