Happy HNT - Darth Vader tying up His slave

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! We have not been able to put up an HNT picture in a while. I wanted to share a sexy one which was taken a few weeks ago during some play time with Darth Vader. He was using the white rope to tie up my legs so I couldn't move during my spanking. I was wearing my black lingerie and red fishnets. I'm such a rope slut! I love it when Darth Vader ties me up tight so I can't move. I always love playing on the darkside with him. Please click on the picture to enlarge it and get a better look. Please leave us a comment on the picture. We'd love to hear from you and appreciate the feedback. Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Teen world

I have wanted to sit down and blog about my trip to Alberta but there hasn't been the time or energy. Most of that has gone to my teenager who has been a bit out of control lately. She's been making some bad decisions and lying about everything. It's hard when you can't trust your child and anything that they tell you. The stress from it has kept me up at nights and made me wonder what happened to my sweet little innocent baby girl who I held in my arms and used to rock to sleep. Everyone warned me about the teen years. My mom used to say it would be payback for everything that I put her through when I was a teen. I guess you might say I was in a bit of denial though. I thought that maybe one of the reasons I was so out of control was my family circumstances at the time and rebelling against my controlling Dad. I thought that my child would be different somehow and that it wouldn't be so bad. Boy was I wrong!! I like to live a very peaceful and quiet life. I do not like drama and will do anything to avoid it. That is quite hard to do though when it's happening right in your home and it's your child who is creating it. Teen world is a very different world than the toddler one or having a preschooler. I would take dirty diapers and sleepless nights anytime over the non-stop drama and chaos which teen world creates. I still have sleepless nights but now they are because I'm worried that my teen daughter (who is 15 years old) is going to come home pregnant and I might become a grandma way before it should be happening. I am also worried a lot about the choices she's been making and how that will affect the rest of her life. This last month has been especially bad. I try to take breaks from it but it never seems to last very long. I went out on a date with Master Anakin on Friday night and it was wonderful. I needed it badly. We got the teen to babysit Skywalker and we went out on a movie date. We went and saw the movie Salt which was excellent and I highly recommend it. We drove around and got to Fort Langley and watched the sunset before going into the pub there for chicken wings and some beers. I had a wonderful night and came home very relaxed. I came home and everything seemed ok at the time. But on Saturday morning all hell broke loose. I'd rather not get into the details of what happened. I will just say that Saturday was one of the worst days I've had in a very long time. It just seemed like things kept getting worse and worse. We tried to unwind at the end of the day which felt next to impossible after everything that had happened. I had some of the worst insomnia ever staying up until 4 am. I tossed and turned and kept going over the whole situation again and again trying to figure out what I have done wrong as a parent. I've devoted my whole life to being a mother. It's been the most important thing to me even more than a slave. I've tried to give my kids a different kind of childhood than the one I had. I try very hard to understand teen world. It really wasn't that long ago that I was once a teen and liked to push limits and brought a few bad boys home too. I was talking about it with my mom recently and I apologized to her for what I put her through all those years ago. I really understand now how hard it must have been for her at times when I broke curfew and kept her up at nights worrying about me. I tried to rebel too and that often got me into a lot of trouble and I have to admit that I'm lucky to be alive right now due to the very bad choices I made which included dating an ex convict who was dangerous and who stalked me and refused to let me go when I tried to break up with him. Leia recently hooked up with a very bad boy who has influenced her and gotten her under his spell. We tried to forbid her from seeing him but that just made it worse. Things have been getting very out of control from this situation. I even received a prank call from that boy yesterday. It makes me very concerned about this situation and has really upset me. At least he is moving away next week and hopefully will stay far away from my daughter. He's an older boy who's Dad is in prison and has had a really bad childhood. Things have been really bad since he entered Leia's life. It's been hard for me to see my daughter going through a very similar experience as I once did with that bad boy that I dated. Hopefully this situation won't end like that one did. This whole situation has taken up most of my time and energy recently and left me with constant worrying. Blogging (or the computer) has been the last thing on my mind. Hopefully things will get back to normal soon and I'll be able to catch up on all my writing that I've wanted to do. This weekend is a long weekend. Master has 4 days off and the teen is going to her Dad's so it should be quieter and hopefully a better one than the last one. I really miss playing and getting spanked and having some fun. I could really use some escape and play on the darkside with Darth Vader! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Sexy mountie

There are many reasons that Banff, Alberta is one of my favorite places in the world to visit. I love to shop there and the food is great! The atmosphere is amazing and the scenery is incredible. I ran into a very sexy mountie while doing some shopping on my recent trip there. He was dressed in full uniform and walking around the main section of town. He had a big smile and was very handsome. There is just something about a man in uniform! Yum! Master wanted me to get my picture taken with him but I was way too shy. He joked around how I should get him to spank me and how much I'd like that. The naughty whispers in my ear got me aroused and made me two shades of red when the mountie came over to us to say hi. It inspired a few fantasies and made me smile. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF! Have a good weekend!

Summer nights at the beach

Today didn't start off too great but got a lot better as it went along. I had a visit with my Mom which drove me a bit crazy. I got a bit of a surprise when I came home though to no kids for the afternoon. I got permission to use the Hitachi and indulged in some private time and was able to enjoy a nice big orgasm. I spent the rest of the afternoon relaxing in front of the tv and having some outside time too reading my book. We took the kids out for dinner to White Rock beach tonight. Master came home from work and we headed out to White Rock which is one of our favorite destinations when it's a hot summer night and you want to be at the beach! We enjoyed fish n chips at our favorite local place there. Then Leia and I did some shopping at the neat stores there. And then there was beach time and relaxing while watching the sunset. It was peaceful and relaxing and the whole family seemed to enjoy it. We took the kids to Baskin Robbins to get some ice-cream on the way home which was also a real treat. I love summer nights! This is one of my favorite ways to spend summer vacation. I am putting up some pictures that were taken down at White Rock beach. Enjoy! :) I hope everyone is enjoying their summer.. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

May the forest be with you

I have been wanting to sit down and blog about my recent family trip to Alberta. Life has been hectic and a bit stressful since getting back from the trip. We might be moving into a bigger 3 bedroom place. We have been seriously looking for a new place and have an appointment later today with a beautiful one. Things are going to get crazy if we do move. Lots to do and many new changes to adjust to. It's all a lot to think about. There has been many changes in my life lately. I got some news that my mom is moving closer to me next month!! A little too close for comfort. She's going to be a few blocks away! I think she thinks this will make us closer. This is way too much though. I need my space from my mom. I have my in-laws living very close to us too. It just doesn't feel like we have our own lives sometimes. I was not too happy to hear this news. My mom and I have a complicated relationship. She has so much of her own drama happening right now and I can't deal it. It's just all too much. We are also having a bit of trouble with our teen daughter. She's a bit out of control right now. There is a bad boy who's come into her life and influenced her into making some bad decisions. Her drama came into my date night with Master Anakin. We were trying to have a romantic dinner at Mr. Mike's and the texts came coming in and interrupted our dinner. A big fight resulted and really ruined the mood for a while. We did eventually play and have a naughty mood later in the night. I was able to get a spanking and we had a few hours together. But the drama continued into the weekend and got worse last night. Having a teen can be so challenging sometimes. My mom likes to tell me it's "payback" for my daughter driving me crazy. I guess I must have driven her crazy too. lol. :) I brought home plenty of bad boys in my younger days too. Maybe it's in the genes. I fell for geeks and nerds normally but there were a few bad boys thrown into the mix. My Dad used to do criminal record checks on the boys I dated. Needless to say those bad boys never stuck around long with my Dad keeping his eye on things. He scared a few of them away. He found out that one of my boyfriends was an ex con. I had no idea! He was one of the scariest of all the boys I dated. I really worry about this bad boy that my daughter seems so obsessed with. At least he's moving away in August. He is bad news! I am really worried about my daughter getting hurt. This situation stresses me out a lot and has caused some anxiety and panic attacks. I still hope to blog about our trip. I have plenty of pictures and stories to tell. I also was able to cross 10 things off my bucket list! It's just taking some time to come back to reality again and so much stress happening. I don't get much time to myself right now. And I imagine it will get worse if we are moving. I can't wait til the kids are back in school again. I miss my days of masturbating with my Hitachi! At least that helped with stress relief. September can't come soon enough! I am putting up a picture of a t-shirt we saw in Banff! It has a Star Wars theme and says "May the forest be with you". It's a cute one and we had a laugh about it. Such a neat shirt! May the forest be with all of you! :) ~padme amidala

Home sweet home

We are home from our family trip to Alberta. We squeezed a lot into the time we had on our trip. We took over 600 pictures and I have many things to cross off my bucket list. It was really neat to be able to visit new places like Drumheller, Alberta. What a neat place!! I also got to visit old places that Master Anakin hung out when he was a young boy. I got to go back to Banff and the Rocky Mountains again!! What an amazing place. I'll never get tired of going back there. I got to visit Calgary and go up the tower to watch an amazing sunset over Calgary and the Stampede that was going on. I also got to shop til I dropped at West Edmonton Mall where we spent two whole days of shopping. The taxes were lower and they had some of the most amazing deals. I bought back many goodies and even got my hair cut really short. I think this was the first trip that we could really splurge on and come back to still having money. The kids were both happy and even got along pretty well. I even saw some smiles on my teen daughter while watching her get her nose pierced at the place at West Ed Mall. I also got to finally eat at Red Lobster again and enjoy a very gourmet seafood meal! We missed out on a few places but had to try to fit so much into the limited time in Alberta. Hopefully I'll be back again sometime. I will post more about all the details in another blog post. There is lots to share and many pictures too. It's been hard coming down from the trip. We drove all night and got home at 5 am on Thursday morning. It's been really exhausting trying to unpack and deal with reality again. I am hoping for a break tonight! Leia is going to her Dad's and we might have some sitting for Skywalker. Then Master Anakin and I can have some alone time. There wasn't much sexy fun on the trip unfortunately. We did manage to have a quickie but there was only limited time and we had to rush. I'm hoping to stay in tonight and play and have many orgasms. Master is still on vacation until Tuesday and I'm hoping to connect more with him and have some time together. I am putting up a picture today that was taken in the Rocky Mountains near a place in Rogers Pass. It was so beautiful there!! We all watched the sun set over the big mountains and shared a nice family moment together. I feel very blessed and happy to have made lots of memories with my family. The Skywalker force is a strong one. :) TGIF...have a good weekend. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Hello from Alberta!

I wanted to write a quick blog post and say hello from Calgary, Alberta. We had a long drive through BC yesterday and got to Golden, BC very late after a 9 hour drive. We saw a little black bear on the side of the highway as we were approaching Golden. We all had a good sleep and woke up to the sun shining in the rocky mountains. We saw big horned sheep and a baby deer as we went into the rocky's. We got into Banff early and spent the whole day there. I had forgotten how beautiful it is there. We had lunch at the old spaghetti factory and shopped in the really cool shops along the main street there. We had a really fun day and even enjoyed some time by the Bow River which was very cold but nice to look at and relax by after we did so much walking. We got into Calgary and checked into a nice hotel with a pool and hot tub and wireless internet which is wonderful so I could check e-mails and also let family and friends know that we are doing great. We are going to take a dip in the pool and then head downtown for dinner and the calgary tower as well as the stampede although we may try to do that tomorrow before heading to Drumheller tomorrow and then Edmonton for a few days. It's great to be back in Alberta again after many years. I hope to update again on our family trip but it depends on if we find another hotel with wireless and also if I have the time. I am having a really great family vacation so far. May the force be with you all. padme amidala

On vacation

We are getting ready for a family trip to Alberta, Canada. There is lots to do to get ready and my mind is already on vacation. I am going to start reading my new book which Master borrowed off of me. It's called The Time Traveler's Wife. I bought it a few months ago and have not had the chance to read it yet. I loved the movie and heard good reviews of it. I'm looking forward to catching up on my reading and starting my summer vacation. I am catching up on my sleep and planning to spend lots of time with my kids with them being home on summer holidays. I have not felt like being on the computer much these days. There are way too many things to do away from the computer including travel and enjoying the summer holidays. We have a family rule for this trip...no lap tops or electronic communication (except for IPods and cell phones for emergencies) while we are away. I think it will be good for us to connect as a family and get away from the electronics for a while. I do hope to twitter while away but not sure how much I'll be able to do. I admit I'm addicted to twitter but have been starting to think that a break from it would be nice for a while. The same with Fetlife and facebook. I am really looking forward to spending some good quality time together as a family. It gets hard as the kids get older and especially the teen starts to make her friends the priority in life. We miss her and this will be nice for her and I to spend some time together too. We have plans to do lots of retail therapy at West Edmonton Mall together. We plan to do lots of our back to school shopping there as the taxes are lower and way better deals and stores. There will be lots of shopping on this trip! I can't wait to see the Rocky Mountains again and travel to Alberta. It's been many years since we took the route we are planning to take. Leia was 3 years old and a little toddler the last time we traveled that way to Edmonton. It's going to be neat for Skywalker to see the big mountains and all the wildlife and scenery on our trip. This is his first trip to Edmonton. He's been to Banff before but doesn't remember it. He was very young when we took him on that trip. Both of our kids seem very excited about the trip too. I can't wait to eat at Red Lobster again! They don't have those restaurants out here and I see the commercials all the time which taunt me with their juicy seafood. We plan to see Buffalo and maybe visit Drumheller. Master grew up in Alberta and plans to show our kids his old family home and hospital he was born at. It's going to be fun! My priority for this trip is my family...Master Anakin and our two children. I apologize to my kinky friends which wanted to get together while out in Alberta. This trip doesn't involve kink and my plans are all around family. Maybe next time I'll try to come out to Alberta for a kink related activity and meet everyone. :) There are lots of fun plans for our family trip and I know we're going to have a great time. I'm sure I'll have lots to share in future blog posts about the trip and lots of pictures and hopefully a few things crossed off my bucket list too! There is lots of blog posts to read in our archives. Feel free to sit back and enjoy reading about our adventures. Or take a look at our online store Darkside Digital Arts while we are gone. We are on vacation and will be back later this month! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Naughty schoolgirl gets spanked by Darth Vader

Yesterday was a perfect day. I spent the day at Granville island public market. Then I came home to Revenge of the Sith and some wine and dessert. I snuggled up to Master as we watched Anakin turn to the darkside. I joked with Master a bit and asked him to "show me the power of the darkside" after the movie was over. He was happy to oblige. I came upstairs to our bedroom and there was a porno going and my naughty schoolgirl skirt on the bed. There were rose petals all over the bed and our toys were laid out and hitachi plugged in. I got dressed into the skirt which barely covers my ass. He warmed me up with a hand spanking and took a picture of it which I am sharing today. It's been a while since I posted a new spanking picture! I hope you all enjoy. :) There was many hours of play and it ended with a very red bottom with marks and bruises all over it. He gave me a really big orgasm and then demanded a blowjob/handjob from me. So I worked on his cock with my mouth and hand until he came all over my tits. We connected and our force is feeling very strong. The play was very rough last night but I needed to feel the darkside. It gives me a great release and the endorphins are still raging from last night. I keep thinking back to moments between Darth Vader and I. The look in his eyes as he beat me. The sadistic smile he got when he used that whip on me more times than I thought I could take. He needed to give me pain and I was more than happy to take it for him. I was a naughty schoolgirl who needed a spanking from Darth Vader. We both loved to play and feel close. I woke up feeling very submissive and getting lots of kisses from my sexy Master. I hope our readers who are celebrating the 4th of July have a great celebration today! We are spending the day watching the Star Wars marathon on Spike tv. We are watching Episode of the Clones right now. It's a great weekend when you get to spend it having orgasms and watching Star Wars and getting spanked! May the 4th be with you!! ~padme amidala

A day at Granville island public market

I've had a really great day and a wonderful weekend so far. I got a really good sleep and woke up to a free day with no plans made. We talked it over and decided to head somewhere a bit different and neat. We have not been to the Granville island public market in a long time. I had put it down on my bucket list because I wanted to make sure to spend a whole day down there sometime. It was a bit cloudy today but at least it didn't rain. We drove down to Vancouver and the public market which is one of my favorite places to visit. We had Skywalker with us today and he really enjoyed the kids market there. There is ducks outside in a little pond which included a few baby ducks which were very cute! We went shopping at the public market also which included fresh fruits and veggies and some goodies too! There was some really neat chocolates there and I am putting up a picture of them. The bakery was awesome and so was all the neat shops there. We had lunch outside and Skywalker enjoyed the birds all over looking for crumbs. The fish n chips was yummy and the lunch was very relaxing and enjoyable. We took some pictures and walked around and then eventually went into a few art stores down there. I enjoyed some retail therapy in many stores around the public market. I picked some beers at the Granville Island brewery for Master. I picked up some nice wine at the Liberty Wines there. We got a few neat things at the kids market too for our son. He enjoyed us spoiling him a little and spending some nice quality time with him. Skywalker enjoyed some park time and we walked all over the public market and spent most of the day there. We enjoyed some sushi near a scenic bridge near False Creek. Their california rolls are delicious! I felt relaxed and very peaceful there. There was some really nice moments today on our outing. I had such a wonderful day! We also went down to Vanier Park and Kits beach area and enjoyed some time there too after leaving the public market. It's beautiful there with nice views of Vancouver. A really nice day and came home with many treasures today. I am enjoying a really nice glass of Shiraz from South Africa and a piece of homemade banana bread from the bakery. :) Revenge of the Sith is on Shaw tv right now and I'm going to cuddle up with my Jedi and enjoy watching it again. I wonder how many times I've seen it. It's my favorite of all the Star wars movies. I can cross something off my bucket list too! #550 -Spend the day at Granville island public market again I am looking forward to a relaxing night with Master and hopefully getting our son to bed early tonight so we can have some play time! I am hoping for a red bottom and a few orgasms tonight. :) I hope everyone is having a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Rope bondage and a naughty overnight

We had an overnight last night and no kids for almost a whole 24 hours! My mom offered to take our son for us because Leia was gone and we could have a date night. I made sure the place was cleaned up and then showered and got ready for our date. It was Canada day and Master had the day off work. We were glad to have a day to spend together. We decided to go out for lunch at the local casino and do a bit of gambling. I love the casino! I even won a little bit of money which makes for a really nice day. We went to the movies after the casino and saw Knight and Day with Tom Cruise. It was a very fun movie and a nice escape. We picked up some munchies and then headed home for some play time. I was wet before we even came in the door. Squirming in my seat as he told me his evil plans for me. He teased me a lot about his plans to spank me and have me screaming. He told me how sadistic he was feeling and wanting to play roughly with me. The toys were laid out and ready including lots of rope when we got home. He ran me a hot bath with lavender and then gave me an erotic massage. Then I got dressed up for him in my black sexy lingerie and red fishnets. He tied my legs with rope as you can see in one of the pictures that was taken last night. I wasn't going anywhere. I feel so helpless and at his mercy when I'm tied up tight. I floated in rope space as he spanked my bottom with his hand and then went to get his belt off his pants. I heard the familiar sound of the jingle of his belt as he came down hard on my ass. My legs were tied so tight but my hands were free. I couldn't do much with them other than grab the comforter and bite into it as he struck my ass with the painful blows. He used the big strap and also the whip on my ass too. I don't remember how many strokes I got with what toy or how long the spanking was. We started playing at around 6:30 pm and it was almost 10 when we stopped playing to cuddle. I had completely lost track of time. He commented at one point during my spanking that he had made my ass bleed. It is quite marked and bruised today from it all. I had taken the pain very well despite a bit of wiggling around. I felt very masochistic last night. I needed the pain. I floated into a very deep subspace as he felt my wetness and commented on how much of a pain slut I am. He knew what I needed and what would bring us closer together. We both connect through playing on the darkside together. I need slave time and to suffer from pain as much as he needs and desire to give it to me. He untied me after about an hour of rope bondage and spanking time. My ass was red and sore and very bruised. He then used the paddle on me a bit before telling me I was going to cum for him. Out came the Hitachi and he fucked my pussy with the rabbit until he ordered me to cum and I squirted all over the place. I have to admit that I was a bit surprised at how much wetness there was. He had given me a very deep g-spot orgasm which left a big wet spot on the bed. He laughed as he took the comforter off the bed and noticed the blood on it from the whipping and wet spots from my squirting orgasm. The sex was amazing! I am really lucky that our sex life has only gotten better through the years. Some couples tend to fizzle out after lots of years together and having kids. We may not be able to fuck all the time like we did in those younger years but we make it count when we do. The sex is the best that I have shared with all my other lovers. Nothing compares to my lover and Master. He knows how to fuck and has gotten really creative as he's gotten older. I love that we have been trying a few new positions lately and really enjoyed our sex together. He is my great lover and I am very lucky. There was more play time before we cuddled together for some apple crisp and drinks. I love our intimacy after we had played hard. His hands were caressing me and he would pull my hair a bit and then kiss me. There were no words but just our expressions through our hands. His hands gave me pain but yet also lots of pleasure and love. I also gave him a massage and rubbed his shoulders which I am sure were sore from all the action they got with spanking my bottom. lol. I felt very connected to him after all our play and don't remember falling asleep in his arms. I was naked and feeling very content and peaceful. I slept very well and woke up missing him deeply because he had to go to work today. I can't wait to spend the weekend with Master and hopefully play on the darkside more. The more pain I get....the more I seem to crave. TGIF....enjoy the weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala