The Journey to being a TPE slave

It's hard for me to believe that my 7 year anniversary of being a wife and TPE slave is coming up in April. We just celebrated an early anniversary night on Friday when we went to the Meat Loaf concert together. It was a very special night for us. It connected us on a very deep level. We've had a lot of really special moments between us lately. I can honestly say that my marriage and relationship with Anakin is stronger than it's ever been. It didn't start out that way. There were some really hard struggles. Some really big fights which almost ended us. It was hard for me to go from being a spoiled princess to a slave. I wore the pants in my first marriage. It was a very hard adjustment to suddenly having the bottom role in the relationship. My ex husband was very passive. I got whatever I wanted. Trust me....it was NOT easy to suddenly give up control. I resisted it at times and paid the price. There was some really hard discipline spankings and lessons learned. I tried for years to hold onto some of the control though. It took me a long time to want to get married again. A divorce is a very hard life event. I didn't want to have a second divorce. I also knew that Anakin wanted a very traditional marriage and that he wanted the TPE (total power exchange) type of relationship with me once we got married. I eventually gave into him. Our love was so strong and I knew he was my soulmate and the one I was meant to be with. There was many who said it wouldn't last. But I knew that it would. I gave up control on our wedding night. Signed the TPE agreement and surrendered my body, soul, and mind. I have no regrets. I feel the happiest when he is in control and in charge of things. Submission feels very natural to me now. My mission in life is to make him happy and submit. I try to be a good slave to him and a good mom to our kids. I feel very blessed for my family and am really happy with where my life is today. I don't fight the control as much anymore. He's trained me very well. And because of that we don't fight very much. Not like the old days when we were fighting constantly. Man....some of those fights were legendary. lol. I'd fight back a lot in those days. Anakin and I still like to fight sometimes but it's more like sparring and pretending we are in the UFC. :P I am really happy to be in a TPE relationship. The journey to get here wasn't easy but it was well worth the effort. I love Anakin and am looking forward to our journey ahead. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala