Friday, May 13, 2011

TGIF! Let the weekend begin..

TGIF! Let the weekend begin! Happy Friday the 13th! It's been a really long week and it's finally Friday! It's been a really busy week for me with lots of ups and downs. I won 3 contests this last week! I won a sport chek contest and a prize pack (with free passes to places around Vancouver) from a local radio station. I love contesting! It's one of my favorite hobbies and I've won some really neat stuff through the years.

I also won first prize from Eden Fantasys! I won the Siri & Intima Gift Set. Very cool! I can't wait until it arrives.

I also received a few goodies this week for a mother's day gift that I bought for myself. I used some of my Eden Points to get a Kama Sutra love kit as well as a romantic candle. A free bullet vibrator came with it too which will be neat to try! I love all the new toys that I've been getting lately. :D

There hasn't been much time for sex or play this week. Something happened the other day which killed my sex drive for a few days. I had a really big fight with my mom. It really upset me. Her life is completely out of control and it's dragging me down with her. I needed to make some boundaries with my mom. She didn't respond very well. We are not speaking now and not too sure what will happen with that whole situation. I may be submissive to Anakin but not my family.

Sometimes my mom (and siblings) don't like it when I stand up for myself but I have learned to be strong. I put up with a lot less crap than I used to from my family. It's been a long journey for me to get to this point where I can finally stand up to my mom. I love her but need to draw the line. It hurts and I worry about her but can't go down in flames with her.

I can't wait until Anakin is home and the weekend can begin and we can spend some time together. I miss him a lot. I hope everyone has a good weekend!!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

3 comments:

Anakin said...

My padme,
There a few people in the world who actually like it when one stands up for themselves; consider it a necessary criteria of being a big boy/girl. Exactly, you are My slave, no one elses. I'm happy for your recent wins (very cool), and can't believe it's finally Friday, 13th or not, it's a Friday! Now, for that time together. Ahem, get your ass over here NOW.

~Anakin

Red Vinyl Kitty said...

It took me a long time to realize that you DO have to stand up for yourself. ::HUGS:: Have a wonderful weekend beautiful girl. :)

His Mija said...

Congrats on ALL the wins :)
My mom and friend Jayme hate when I stand up for myself. I refuse to allow them to treat me like a piece of crap.
I love to do for others but I refuse to allow my kindness to be taken as a weakness anymore.
Love you
Big Hugs
His mija