Happy Canada Day long weekend!

Today has felt like one of the longest and most stressful days ever!! I am so glad that it's almost over and that hopefully things might be getting better. The last week has been very stressful with my teen daughter. I hosted a big birthday for her as well as dealing with a lot of drama and attitude. She leaves tonight to go with her Dad for the long weekend. I'm not going to deny it. I'm really happy to be taking a break from her. She's pushed some buttons lately and really upset me and the whole family. The stress has really leaked into my relationship with Anakin. The last week hasn't been very easy for us. We've been both so busy and stressed and had little time to connect. It's been a while since we had sex and I really miss playing. We had about five minutes in total yesterday and barely found time to play catch up on all the days activities. I really miss him. I hope that the next 4 days we will be able to connect again and get the spark going again. Sometimes it's very hard when you have kids to find time to connect. Anakin has a 4 day long weekend and it starts as soon as he gets home from work today. I am planning to limit my online time and try to focus on him for the next few days. I will try to twitter but don't think I will be blogging until next week. I'm really burnt out and needing a break. This last week has taken a lot out of me. I am longing for some escape and fantasy and some fun. I really hope to feel a lot more centered for next week as summer vacation officially starts with both of my kids being home from school. Leia finished final exams and Skywalker is now out of school. A bit of an adjustment though to having the kids at home and not sure how that will affect my blogging. Will try to blog though when I have time and the place to myself. lol. Just not sure how much of that I'll be getting for the next two months. I'm already planning for back to school. :P UPS dropped off a package from Eden Fantasys a few minutes ago. I ordered some new lingerie as well as a romantic candle and new toy and book and a few other goodies. Perfect timing with the long weekend ahead and some connecting with Anakin. I can't wait to have a few hours alone so I can show him how much I've missed him. I can't wait to play on the darkside with Darth Vader again! I also really need a spanking!!! It's been WAY too long and I can feel it. Spanking always connects us and brings us back together again. I really hope there will be plenty of that this long weekend. :) Happy Canada day to all our readers celebrating it this long weekend! Also a happy 4th of July to our U.S. readers! I hope you all enjoy your summer celebrations. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala