Bedtime spankings

One of my new rules is to write a journal entry for Master. He wants to see it on Monday morning no matter what. I used to write daily journals for him but it got to hard to keep up with. Now it's become a part of my Monday morning. It's a way for us to communicate. I am allowed to be open and honest and communicate anything that is bothering me. I had mentioned in my journal that I was in need of some spanking attention. I brought up the idea of doing daily spankings this week. The teen is away and it's hard to spank with her around because she often stays up late. We have been getting more alone time lately. It's been really nice. We are able to have some alone time before bed. He thought it was an excellent idea to do daily bedtime spankings. He is going to pick out a different spanking toy each night. I won't know what it is until he uses it on my bottom! I am going to receive the spanking before bedtime. I won't know how many. I won't know how hard either. It gives me a lot to think about during the day. I get ready for bed and then for my spanking. It may result in sex or might not. That's up to him to decide. But I might be just getting spanked and sent to bed. Last night was a spanking with the English Tawse. My panties were pulled down and my bare bottom got spanked hard. He gave me 40 hard strokes with it. My ass hurt! And then I was told to get to bed!! It's kind of hard to sleep after getting a spanking though. I wanted more but he made it clear that it was bedtime and no exceptions. I'm not sure what toy he'll use tonight. The anticipation builds and keeps me on my toes. I have been feeling very submissive with getting the daily spankings. It's working well to keep me in line. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala