Happy 15 year anniversary Master!

It's hard to believe it's been 15 years ago since I made a decision that would change a lot of lives. I took the chance and told Anakin that I was in love with him. That day changed us both forever. We made love for the first time that day. I wrote about this experience in a blog post called The Affair. "7 years of build up and that night it exploded. He grabbed my ass and that was it. It was the best sex of my life. The passion was incredible and the intensity of the love between us even though we both knew that it might not last. I stayed up most of the night after he left. I didn't feel ready to leave my marriage but I had found true love. I didn't know what to do. We tried to stay away from each other and not sleep together again." Our one night stand turned into a relationship. I couldn't deny my feelings any longer. I have no regrets about what happened. I feel that my marriage was long over by that point that we had slept together. My ex was a gamer and had pretty much given up on our marriage. I think the final straw was when he missed the birth of our daughter. It tore a hole into our marriage which was already shaky from getting married too young. I look back on all those years and can see there were signs all along. Anakin was my true soulmate from the first day we shared a chocolate chip muffin together in college in 1990. I've never loved another man more than him. There has been a lot of memories in the last 21 years. The good times and bad. There were a lot of people who said we wouldn't last. But here we are...15 years later. We have a beautiful family together. I am so very blessed for everything that I have in my life. I am so much happier than I was in my early 20's. Anakin has stuck by me through thick and thin. There were times that he could have easily given up on me. I didn't make it easy for him in the early years. I tried to push him away a lot. But he pushed back even harder. We are together because we are best friends. We've been best friends for the last 21 years. That is the foundation of our relationship. We are Master and slave but we are also best friends. I can't even imagine my life without him in it. The true love that I feel in my heart for Anakin will beat on forever. Happy 15 year anniversary, Master. i love you and am so glad to be Your wife and slave. xoxo May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala