Humiliation play with Darth Vader

Friday night was a very intense night on the darkside. It turned out a bit different than I expected. Some date nights are like that. Anakin was in a bit of a mood to begin with. I was feeling a bit overwhelmed and also had my period starting. Probably not a great combination going into a date night. I was way behind on my chores because of going out on the date with Irish Boy at the mall on Thursday. I had to do a lot of catching up. He had a list of instructions for me to get done by the end of the day or else. I really didn't want to find out what the "or else" was. I was already getting a punishment spanking from what happened on Halloween. He surprised me by coming home early. We were able to watch Y&R together. We got the kids ready to go and then our date night started around 7 pm. We put on the fireplace (for the first time this season) and enjoyed a bit of romance to our dinner. I had put dinner into the slow cooker all day and it was really good. Master was pleased with it. We had a really nice talk. I could tell he was still in a bit of a mood with me though. He told me to put an Instead in to help stop the bleeding from my period. He wanted to fuck my pussy so I'd better get it ready for him. I put it in and took a bath to get cleaned up. I changed into something sexy for him. He didn't want me to wear any panties though. He got straight to the point with the punishment. He used the cane on me without any warm up. It was a hard caning!! It had me screaming out and eventually crying. The whip was used on me too and it was mean. Punishment is never easy. It's hard and mean and teaches me a lesson. There was lecturing and he had a very disappointed tone with me when talking to me. I hate disappointing Master. I tried to take the punishment although there were a few moments I struggled. My ass was on fire by the time he was done with it. He told me the punishment was over. I had completely lost track of the time. I looked at the clock and an hour had passed. I was completely lost in subspace. We took a bit of a break so I could get get ready for the play part of the night. I wiped my tears away and felt a bit better after some wine. I went to the bathroom and noticed the Instead had started leaking. This sometimes happens when you play with one in. I went out to tell Anakin and was hoping he might change his mind about fucking my pussy. I don't like to have sex on my period. It's just not my thing. Sex on my period makes me feel very uncomfortable. It's a big mess and I feel gross. I used to be able to get out of sex while on it but not anymore. If he wants to fuck and I'm on my period...too bad...we're fucking. I offered up my ass hoping he'd take it instead. But no luck. He wanted my pussy. I tried to protest a bit. He didn't like that though. I got slapped hard across the face. It startled me a bit because I didn't see it coming. He pushed me down onto the bed and started to finger me. I squirmed all over the place though. I was turned on but yet very ashamed because I knew there was going to be a mess with my bleeding. He seemed to like me being uncomfortable about it all but yet turned on. He showed me his fingers at one point which had my blood on them. He started wiping the blood all over my inner thighs. I felt deeply humiliated at this point. Seeing my blood being wiped on my body like that. He called me a "whore" and then made me lick his fingers which had my blood on them. This would have probably been a pretty hard limit for me at one time. But I had no choice. He's the boss. I don't say no to him. So I did as I was told and started blushing. I get turned on when he forces me to do things I don't want to do. I started crying again. The whole moment felt very intense to me. The look in his eyes. The humiliation I was feeling. He wiped the tears away and then entered my pussy. He was taking it whether I liked it or not. He fucked me hard. Then told me to clean myself up. He made me have the biggest orgasm ever afterwords. He used the fact that I was so aroused by the humiliation play to turn me on like crazy. I came hard and fast for him. He knows the way I'm wired. He knows I don't like watersports or period sex or anything like that. But I don't have a choice about what type of play we do. I'm not allowed to have any hard limits like that. He decides. I do as I am told and obey him. It took me a long time to realize that I'm not the one in control. He took that choice away from me when we married and became TPE. Those types of play that make me uncomfortable will be the ones he likes to do the most sometimes. He knows it teaches me a lesson and makes me feel submissive and well used and humiliated. Some nights he is in a sadistic mood and wants to teach me who's the boss. I also got spanked with his belt before bed but that was for fun. He said I deserved a reward for taking my punishment well and obeying him. So my ass got a strapping on top of the cane and whip marks that were on it. My ass is so sore today!! I was put into bondage today and there was a bit more humiliation with my hood and bondage. I was doing some online shopping and he came up from behind. We were still alone and he wanted to take advantage of it. I was ordered upstairs where he put the handcuffs, leg cuffs and then my hood on me. The hood is very good for sensory deprivation. I was told to not move until he came back to get me. It was an hour in bondage wearing the hood and laying on the floor naked except for my panties. I wondered when he was going to come back for me. It seems to take forever. An hour in bondage can be very intense. That was hours ago and yet I'm still floating in subspace. My weekend has been very intense for me so far. I am hoping for some cuddles with Master tonight and watching movies. I'm feeling very submissive in my soul right now. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala