Rough night in the hospital

Yesterday was a horrible day from start to finish. I woke up to DM's on twitter and getting really upset over a fight with a friend on there. I made an honest mistake and have apologized for it but that person seems to want to walk away instead of working it out. I had invested some time into getting to know that person. I really liked them a lot and had felt a connection to that person. Even gave out my phone # to them and thought about flying out to meet him. It's probably a good idea that the friendship ended though. That same person was the one who upset me on Halloween morning. Our conversations hadn't been going very well lately. It's always sad to see a friendship go and a door close though. But perhaps that means a new door will open. The DM's upset me and I didn't feel well enough to go out. DL arrived early though so I decided to go out and hoped it would make me feel better. I've had arthritis pain for a week and have been in constant crippling pain. DL noticed my pain and offered to help me out. She had some Aleve Arthritis medicine at her place and told me it was good for arthritis. I just wanted the pain to go away. My jaw has been throbbing due to the neck and back being all screwed up. I have barely even been able to eat anything. I barely ate any breakfast at IHOP. It just hurt too much. I came home and went onto twitter. I got permission to take the Aleve. I took one and then started to watch a movie. The pain in my neck did go away but I started to feel very relaxed and also strange. I checked the bottle and noticed Naproxen Sodium in the list of ingredients for Aleve Arthritis. I haven't taken that in ten years. I took a lot of pills in 2001/2002. I had been in a really serious car accident and was on all kinds of medications. My body eventually started to reject all the pills though. I always need permission before having any medicines and usually it's just a tylenol. The Aleve hit me really hard. I couldn't even walk down to the school to pick up my son. I started to feel sweaty and my heart was racing and pounding through my chest. I came back and went onto twitter. Thank you to the twitter peeps who helped me out through that crisis. I was getting scared and started panicking. I didn't feel right and had to call Master to come home right away. I also phoned DL to come back over and help me. I went to the local hospital ER and had to get tests done. It did show an irregular heartbeat. They want me to see a specialist and also get more tests run. It's a real worry. My Dad died of a heart attack and so did most of the people in my family. My Uncle is walking around with a heart condition which could kill him at any time. Heart disease runs in my family. It's scary. I was sitting on my Dad's couch yesterday with chest pains. I kept thinking about him and how he must have felt when he was going through that right before he died. The Doctor and Master both agree that I need to rest and avoid any type of strong medication which could affect my heart. I am allergic to Morphine. Naproxen Sodium is now something that it's on the list of things to avoid. I obviously had a very bad reaction to it. I also should have eaten something with taking it. I was very sick to my stomach and vomited a lot last night. My tummy is still not right and it's 24 hours later. Tonight is date night with Anakin. He has told me that we won't be playing very hard if we play at all. I am totally fine with cuddling up with the fireplace going and a movie. I love any time I get to spend with Master whether we are playing or just being together. He's taken really good care of me. Thank you Master! Thank you for all the comments on our LOL (love our lurkers) blog post. I have a spanking coming for that in the future. It looked like there was 33 comments the last time I looked at it. And that means 33 hard strokes with the English Tawse as well as his belt. He added the belt onto the count. That's going to be coming to me very soon. Today is Remembrance Day. Anakin and I both have one big thing in common today. We both honor our Grandpas who fought in the World War. He is at a service right now and wish I could be there but too ill. I am not sure how much I will be online this weekend. Going to try to relax and feel better. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala