A break from the poly: Day 6

Today is Day 6 of having an #adventblog. Counting down the days until Christmas. Today has been a pretty stressful day so far. I've had a lot of drama going on with different people. I'd really not like to get into what's happened with Kilted_Knight or Irish Boy. Some people have asked me what's going on and I'd like to leave that private. It's just very complicated trying to balance 3 different guys right now. It's a lot to deal with. I want to make it clear that they are both really great guys. I've enjoyed my coffee date with Kilted_knight. I've had a few dates with Irish Boy. It's been a lot of fun but...this morning wasn't. I had to take an adivan because it felt like I was having a panic attack. I talked to Anakin and he wants me to focus on the holidays and Him right now. He's the Boss and His final decision is the law. I obey Him so I'm going to be taking a break from the poly. Anakin said we can talk about it more in the New year. So we'll see where things go. I plan to focus all of my energy and time onto Master. He's got a long list of things for me to do before Christmas. I'm going to be very busy the next few weeks. I feel very domestic and want to please the Boss. :) I hope that I can still be friends with both Kilted_Knight and Irish Boy. Thank you both for giving me a lot of reasons to smile about the poly this year. I really enjoyed my dates with both of you. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala