Happy HNT - Space panties

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! We haven't had a chance to take any recent pictures so I'm sharing one from the past. This one was taken a few years ago. I am wearing my pretty heart panties but they were turned into space panties with some creative photoshopping from Anakin. :D I love this picture. I think it's a very sexy one. Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think. We always appreciate your feedback and comments. Be sure to check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Duct Tape

I saw this picture on twitter the other day and thought it was cute. I wanted to share it with our readers. I have to admit that I've always liked Duct Tape. We've used it in a few different scenes and is quite effective. :D May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A weekend of sunshine and naughty fun!

I had a really good weekend. The weather turned out beautiful. A few days of sunshine and warmer temps. Just in time for spring! I love this time of the year. I went out to the Lonsdale Quay on Friday for a date with Anakin. We decided to get out on Saturday and enjoy the weather that day too. We went for a drive in the country. We drove out to Fort Langley. I am putting up a picture of it. Fort Langley is a beautiful place. We went to the Candy Store there as well as the bakery. Picked up a few treats for us and our kids. We went by the plant store to pick up some seeds and flowers for planting. It was a really great day for it. I decided to plant some cat nip this year as well as lavender and other neat stuff. I can't wait to see how it all turns out. :D We checked out a local carnival with the kids and was able to arrange for some sitting time on Saturday night. The kids went to a movie and we were able to have two hours of uninterrupted time on the darkside. We didn't waste any time as soon as Anakin was home from dropping them off. His belt came off and he shoved me to the end of the bed. Down came the panties and a hard strapping began. Yikes! He was pretty angry at me for being a little bit mouthy to him earlier. We both knew that I needed some discipline and attention on my ass. I felt a lot more submissive afterwords. There was some naughty time as well. Great sex and toe curling orgasms. We enjoyed some dessert in bed after we had exhausted ourselves. I really needed it and my sore bum was well adjusted. We did some spring cleaning yesterday. I also did some cooking and baking. I baked homemade bread in the bread maker. I also cooked an Irish Beef Stew in the slower cooker. As well as a chocolate chip cake for dessert. Master was very pleased with me. I spent a lot of time in the kitchen as well as working on chores. A very productive day which always feels good. The kids are back to school today after a week of spring break. Yah! It feels great to have the house to myself again. The place is clean and there is leftover stew to eat. I've also been given permission to use the hitachi today. I've missed Masturbation Mondays. A great way to spend the day. :P May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A spring day at the Lonsdale Quay

I was feeling restless yesterday on the last day of spring break with the kids. I was able to organize the afternoon and sitting so I could go out and enjoy a break. I was able to get a ride to the skytrain so I could head downtown. This is always a really big treat for me. To be able to go into the big city. I was able to arrange to meet Anakin after he was off work. He drove to the Lonsdale Quay so we could have dinner together. We ate fish n chips (which are amazing from there!) and went outside to get some ocean air. There is a fabulous view of Downtown Vancouver from there. I'm putting up a few pictures of it. It's really beautiful and the Quay is always a really nice place to visit. I picked up some fresh fruit at the marketplace as well as some nice Pinot Noir wine at the Wine Shop. It was a really nice date with Anakin and a nice start to the weekend. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A rough week calls for rough sex

TGIF! One of the best quotes today on twitter was "a rough week calls for rough sex." I can really relate to that right now. It's been a rough week for me and some rough sex would be really good right now! Unfortunately I'm not sure when that's going to happen. It's been spring break this week so I've been stuck inside a lot with a house full of kids. At least they go back to school on Monday. I heard some rumors that spring break might be extended to two weeks next year! Ack! I also started my period this week and have felt ill because of it. I thought my periods would get better as I get closer to menopause but apparently not. I'd really love to play this weekend but not sure that will happen. I could really use a spanking right now. I also really want to curl up to Anakin and watch movies with him or hang out. I've missed him this week. It feels like we haven't seen each other very much lately. I know we live together but we get very busy with kids and the realities of day to day life. Sometimes we are lucky to get half an hour together before bedtime. That time with him is always very precious to me. I miss him. So....What are your plans this weekend? May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Eden Fantasys and Cafe

I am very excited to let my readers know that I recently joined Eden Fantasys! I will be doing toy reviews for them as soon as my first one arrives in the mail! I am really excited to be a part of their great online store and community forum. I've heard wonderful things about Eden Fantasys and it was recommended to me from several people online. I have been wanting to do more toy reviews for the blog but was looking for a good company to work with. I signed up today for Eden Fantasys. I am now an affiliate as well as a toy reviewer and am on their community online. I am "padmeamidala1" on there in case anyone wants to follow me. They have lots of different toys which are on my wish list! I am looking forward to spending some time on there reading different toy reviews as well as putting up a few of my own as soon as I start doing that. I spent most of the morning checking out their online blog Eden Cafe as well. This is a very fun blog with lots of resources for those looking for viewpoints and information on sexuality. I enjoyed a coffee this morning and checked out a lot of their blog. I really enjoyed it and recommend it to everyone! There is some great giveaways and contests through Eden Cafe! I love contesting and plan to enter! There's nothing better than winning some free toys! They also have different categories that you can check out through it. There is health and body image, kink (bdsm), relationships and sexuality section through the blog. You can find lots of information on it. There is stuff about "sex, sexuality, news, news, humor, politics, community, toys, reviews, life, love, events and industry" on the Eden Cafe blog. I checked out their Kink section this morning and found some really great resources and stories from other bloggers. "Kinky in a Vanilla World" was an one of my favorite reads. Check it out! Eden Cafe is also on twitter! I'm following them and you should be too! I'll be reviewing my first toy as soon as it arrives from Eden Fantasys! I can't wait! :D And be sure to check out Eden Cafe as soon as you can! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

The Journey to being a TPE slave

It's hard for me to believe that my 7 year anniversary of being a wife and TPE slave is coming up in April. We just celebrated an early anniversary night on Friday when we went to the Meat Loaf concert together. It was a very special night for us. It connected us on a very deep level. We've had a lot of really special moments between us lately. I can honestly say that my marriage and relationship with Anakin is stronger than it's ever been. It didn't start out that way. There were some really hard struggles. Some really big fights which almost ended us. It was hard for me to go from being a spoiled princess to a slave. I wore the pants in my first marriage. It was a very hard adjustment to suddenly having the bottom role in the relationship. My ex husband was very passive. I got whatever I wanted. Trust me....it was NOT easy to suddenly give up control. I resisted it at times and paid the price. There was some really hard discipline spankings and lessons learned. I tried for years to hold onto some of the control though. It took me a long time to want to get married again. A divorce is a very hard life event. I didn't want to have a second divorce. I also knew that Anakin wanted a very traditional marriage and that he wanted the TPE (total power exchange) type of relationship with me once we got married. I eventually gave into him. Our love was so strong and I knew he was my soulmate and the one I was meant to be with. There was many who said it wouldn't last. But I knew that it would. I gave up control on our wedding night. Signed the TPE agreement and surrendered my body, soul, and mind. I have no regrets. I feel the happiest when he is in control and in charge of things. Submission feels very natural to me now. My mission in life is to make him happy and submit. I try to be a good slave to him and a good mom to our kids. I feel very blessed for my family and am really happy with where my life is today. I don't fight the control as much anymore. He's trained me very well. And because of that we don't fight very much. Not like the old days when we were fighting constantly. Man....some of those fights were legendary. lol. I'd fight back a lot in those days. Anakin and I still like to fight sometimes but it's more like sparring and pretending we are in the UFC. :P I am really happy to be in a TPE relationship. The journey to get here wasn't easy but it was well worth the effort. I love Anakin and am looking forward to our journey ahead. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Meat Loaf concert and a wild weekend!

What a weekend! Wow! It's not everyday you get to go to a concert of someone you have been a fan of for years! Meat Loaf reminds me of my youth. Listening to his music with my brother and also hanging out with friends. My brother had the record (Bat out of hell) and we would listen to Meat Loaf together. Really great times! I've always liked Meat Loaf since I heard the song "two out of three ain't bad" on the radio when I was a little girl. I heard he was coming to Vancouver and bought two tickets to see his show on Friday night at the Red Robinson Theatre. We had been counting down the days for weeks leading up to the concert. We decided to celebrate an early anniversary (7 years of being married and signing our TPE agreement) night while going to the Meat Loaf concert. We spoiled ourselves. We went out for dinner and gambled and then headed to the concert. I was a bit surprised by the older crowd. I was one of the youngest in the crowd. lol. :P Meat Loaf was a bit late showing up but made it up to us by singing his heart out. He was absolutely incredible to hear live!! OMG! One of the best concerts that I have ever been to. He was really funny at times and talked about some of his time on the show "Celebrity Apprentice" in which he told Gary Busey that he was going to put him in the hospital. He was VERY intense at times. Staring out at the crowd and looking almost a bit lost at times. He admitted that he had some tooth pain and had just had an emergency root canal two days earlier. You wouldn't have known that by the way he sang. What a voice!! It gave me shivers and goose bumps at times. I am absolutely convinced Meat Loaf has a kinky dark side to him. The girl that he sings with was wearing a beautiful red corset during one part of the show. Another song had some very dark elements to it. We really enjoyed the concert. We held hands and looked at each other through the concert. I felt very close to Anakin and happy. We headed home after the concert. We had some dark chocolate cake for dessert and drinks. I admit that I drank a bit too much. The evening had so much energy and felt wild. I indulged a lot in drinks and rich foods and paid the price the next day. I was really sick for most of Saturday. We played on the darkside after dessert. He used his belt on my bottom and gave me a very big g-spot orgasm. He fucked my ass hard. There was lots of pleasure and pain and we both fell into a deep sleep around 1:30 am. We had been invited to an Irish St. Patrick's day themed potluck dinner on Saturday night. My FIL's complex had hired entertainment and likes to get together with family for potluck dinners. The food is great and neat to be social with the seniors. We had a really good time with our son. It's nice to support our FIL so he doesn't have to go to events alone. I know he misses his wife a lot and is still adjusting to life without her. We came home and enjoyed watching the "supermoon" which was beautiful. We got to get naughty again and enjoyed some amazing sex. More orgasms and fun. I woke up feeling loved and happy. We spent most of the day working on spring cleaning. My kids are home this week for spring break. We are trying to do a big clean up of our place. We are even moving around furniture and making our place look a bit different. It feels good. :D It's hard to go back to reality today after such an amazing weekend. I had such a great time with Anakin. I will never forget it. :D May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Meat Loaf concert tonight!

Happy St. Patrick's Day

Happy St. Patrick's Day from Anakin and padme amidala! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Chained up slave girl

I have been looking through some old kinky pictures and came across this one and wanted to share it. It's amazing what can happen in a few years. This was taken in November 2008 while I was dating Shiro. He had bought me a pink PVC skirt and I wanted to take some pictures for him of me wearing it. I never got the chance to wear it for him in person. We broke up before I had the opportunity to wear it at a bdsm event. I got dressed up in the new skirt and white sexy blouse as well as some cool striped stockings. Sexy black heels to go with it and also pigtails for a innocent touch. I had my leash on and was chained to the wall and put on my knees. I'm always at my slave best when I am on my knees and serving like a good little slut. :D May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Rainy days and Mondays

Yuck! A rainy day AND a Monday AND also the first one following Daylight Savings Time. I'm feeling tired and it seems like many others are feeling the same way on Twitter and Facebook/Fetlife. I enjoy having the extra hour of daylight though. I hate the dark months of winter. It's almost spring and one of my favorite times of the year. I love Fall but also enjoy spring time. A time of renewal and growth. I had a really good weekend. Skywalker's 10th birthday and his party were a big success. We had a house full of kids all weekend. It really wore me out to host a big birthday and also sleepover. The kids did go to a movie so we got some time to go out on a date on Saturday night. Anakin and I went out for dinner to Montana's. I always love the food there. Unfortunately we did not get any naughty time this weekend. I am hoping we will be a lot more lucky next weekend! We have a very special night coming up! We have tickets to see Meat Loaf on Friday night. We are celebrating an early anniversary night. We plan to have a very romantic dinner and also some gambling at the casino before the concert. We have an overnight with no kids. So I bet we'll be coming home for dessert after the concert! :P I can't wait! I'm really excited about it. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy birthday Skywalker!

It's really hard for me to believe that my baby boy is 10 years old today! Where did all the years go? It seems like just yesterday I was holding my baby boy in my arms and now he's almost all grown up. Skywalker is 10 years old today!! Happy birthday to my son. I can remember the day he was born like it was yesterday. Driving to the hospital for my planned c-section. Feeling him kicking me in my tummy and knowing that he was about to come into the world. He completed our family. I barely remember what life was like before he came into the world and joined our family. I really love being a mom. I love both of my kids so much. I know that I don't blog about them much but they are a huge part of my world. The journey into motherhood was a difficult one for me. I feel very blessed that I have two beautiful children. The day that both of my kids were born were the happiest days of my life. It is an incredible feeling to hold a newborn in your arms and know that you created that life. No matter how old Skywalker gets, he will always be my baby boy. :D May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - A wooden spoon spanking

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! We took this picture last weekend during some fun playtime. I was wearing my schoolgirl skirt and panties but nothing else. I am holding onto the wooden spoon as instructed by Anakin. I got spanked very hard with the wooden spoon after he took this picture of it. Please click to enlarge and get a better look at it. :P Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think of it. We always enjoy and appreciate your feedback on our pictures. Check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Life's a beach!

Life's a beach. Or at least it was for me this weekend. I always love going down to the beach. It's one of my favorite reasons to live in Vancouver, BC. There are some amazing beaches which are perfect on a warm sunny day. We got a glimpse of Spring on Saturday. The sky was blue and air was crisp. There is nothing better than walking around White Rock beach with a latte with the one you love. :D I am putting up a few pictures that we took on Saturday. It was lovely. White Rock is a beautiful place to visit. I've got great memories there and always a peaceful and surreal place to visit. There was lots of nature out that day. Different species of birds and such. I picked up shells while Anakin took pictures. We connected and held hands and had some romance. A really nice way to spend the day. We had some sitting time so we were able to go alone to the beach and then to visit the spot where his mom's ashes were scattered. That place is very spiritual. It gets a bit easier each time we go and this visit made me feel at peace. I can feel my MIL's spirit there. We came home to ribs for dinner (which were from Costco and amazing) and a movie. We watched The Unknown. It was really good! I was surprised. Intriguing plot and lots of suspense and surprises. We enjoyed some wine and got naughty later in the night. Great sex and orgasms. Play time too with his belt and the whip. I went to the States with my mom yesterday. Amazing deals and special products that you can buy which we don't have in Canada. Things are still not too good with my mom. She's still moving away but we wanted to have one last trip to the States. I always enjoy going. I saved a lot of money and there is some really neat things to eat this week. There is a bit of family news. My sister and I are talking again. She phoned and we resolved things. I hate fighting with her. She's trying to have a baby so maybe I'll be an Aunt one day. I think that would be really nice. It's Monday and a busy week begins. I am getting ready for my son's 10th birthday party this weekend. Kid's birthday parties are always a lot of work to host. I can't believe he is turning 10 years old. The years sure have flown by. He's a little man now who's growing up on me. I hope that we can make his birthday party very special for him. :D I'm not sure how much I'll be online this week. I want to do some spring cleaning as well as getting ready for the birthday. I do have a new HNT picture to share though. So stay tuned. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF! Have a good weekend!

TGIF! It's been a really long week and it feels like such a relief that it's finally Friday! I feel like I can finally breathe again also. My cold is finally near the end. Yuck! It was a bad one. I spent Wednesday going through two boxes of kleenex. Not fun! Anakin decided to surprise me and stay home from work yesterday. He wanted to spend the day with me. So we went out to Denny's for breakfast and then ran some errands. We came home and headed up to our bedroom where we got naughty and played. He was in a bit of a mean mood. Sometimes he gets like that. He was a bit meaner than usual. He gave me a hand spanking which really hurt and left my bottom red and very sore. He also took off his belt and hurt me more with that. Ouchies! I got fucked hard and then given an orgasm. I floated on endorphins for the rest of the night. I didn't realize how much I needed the control and discipline. It has helped me get back into line. I admit that sometimes I get a bit too mouthy for my own good. Anakin likes me to be in line and be a good girl. I try but sometimes the bad girl likes to play too! :D I hope to get some more naughty fun this weekend. I need some time on the darkside. Have a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Grey Goose Vodka

I wanted to put up a picture that was taken during my overnight with Anakin last weekend. It's of a sample of Grey Goose Vodka and one of our new PacMan shot glasses. Very cute! :D That vodka was pretty amazing. A very smooth taste. I was very impressed. I tend to be very picky when it comes to vodka. I'm Russian so I normally prefer that one. I also like Smirnoff. But Grey Goose was very good. I recommend it. I'll have to pick up a bigger bottle of it one day. My cold seems worse today but I'm not letting it keep me down. I was able to get groceries and also make a homemade Irish Stew in the slow cooker. I've also done a few chores even though Anakin gave me the day off from them. I hate it when the place gets out of control and it doesn't take long with two kids and a cat as well as two adults living here. I like to keep on top of things. I am really glad that it's March! My son is turning 10 and we are planning a big party for him. I really love this time of the year. Spring is in the air! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala