Thursday, September 29, 2011

Happy HNT - Spank me panties and a red bottom

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I wanted to put up a spanking fun picture for HNT this week! I am wearing my "spank me" panties and they are pulled down for a spanking. You can see that my bottom is starting to get red. You also get a glimpse of my lower back tattoo. :) Click to enlarge the picture and get a better look.

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May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Bedtime spankings

One of my new rules is to write a journal entry for Master. He wants to see it on Monday morning no matter what. I used to write daily journals for him but it got to hard to keep up with. Now it's become a part of my Monday morning. It's a way for us to communicate. I am allowed to be open and honest and communicate anything that is bothering me.

I had mentioned in my journal that I was in need of some spanking attention. I brought up the idea of doing daily spankings this week. The teen is away and it's hard to spank with her around because she often stays up late. We have been getting more alone time lately. It's been really nice. We are able to have some alone time before bed.

He thought it was an excellent idea to do daily bedtime spankings. He is going to pick out a different spanking toy each night. I won't know what it is until he uses it on my bottom! I am going to receive the spanking before bedtime. I won't know how many. I won't know how hard either. It gives me a lot to think about during the day. I get ready for bed and then for my spanking. It may result in sex or might not. That's up to him to decide. But I might be just getting spanked and sent to bed.

Last night was a spanking with the English Tawse. My panties were pulled down and my bare bottom got spanked hard. He gave me 40 hard strokes with it. My ass hurt! And then I was told to get to bed!! It's kind of hard to sleep after getting a spanking though. I wanted more but he made it clear that it was bedtime and no exceptions.

I'm not sure what toy he'll use tonight. The anticipation builds and keeps me on my toes. I have been feeling very submissive with getting the daily spankings. It's working well to keep me in line. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Monday, September 26, 2011

A spanking fun weekend!

I love this picture. It was taken a few years ago during some play time. My bum was starting to get red and sore from a paddling that I got. Pictures like these often get me craving more. More. More. More.

That's all I can think about right now. I want more spanking. More play. More pain. More pleasure. More orgasms. More sex. More Master....i miss Master sooooo much today. I feel so connected to him from our weekend play.

Friday night was amazing! We had a date night. Anakin had the day off but we decided to wait until later that evening before playing. It was hard! I was horny and he would give me a slap on the ass but nothing more. The foreplay was driving me crazy....and making me wet too!! We were both very turned on by the time the kids were both dropped off.

Anakin was going to take me out for dinner. But we were both thinking the same thing. Let's get take-out and get straight home to play! lol. We ordered some Swiss Chalet. It's my favorite restaurant and always a fast way to get a great dinner. We didn't have to wait long and we were on our way home. Master teased me all the way home. Told me that he planned to fuck my ass. And how hard he wanted to spank it. He described how the night was going to go. I'd be taking orders and being a good little slut for Master.

We got home. I got to tweet. And we ate dinner and talked for a bit. Then I was ordered to go upstairs and take out the toys. He also wanted me to get dressed into something sexy. He put on some porn and out came the wine. A few drinks later and we were upstairs getting naughty. He used many toys on me.

His belt, paddle, whip, tawse and even the cane! Typically it's used just for punishment but lately he's been using it on me because he feels like it. He likes how it marks my ass. And how submissive it will make me. He knows that I have a fetish for corporal punishment. I'm never truly a satisfied slave unless there are some really harsh bruises and cuts all over my ass.

It was a night on the darkside. Two solid hours of s&m play. Biting (I have two bite marks on my neck) and sucking and fucking and rough anal. Wow! What a night! I was in a deep subspace. Floating on another planet. The planet of the darkside.

Many orgasms later and we were both too tired to move. We ate our dessert and then cuddled up. We fell right to sleep.

Saturday was a bit of a difficult day. There was a memorial for Aunt S who passed away from cancer. We didn't feel like doing much after it so we cuddled up to watch Bridesmaids. Funny movie. Woke up Sunday morning to some really great sex with Anakin. We spent the whole day together. We had to do errands and chores but was nice to do them together. I even did some baking for Master. He was very pleased. I feel very connected to Master. Our force is strong.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Happy HNT - Sexy Redhead with a new collar

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! Anakin picked out the picture for HNT this week. He instructed me to put this one up. He says that it shows off my new collar and hair very well. I recently got my hair cut short. My hair was quite long and I got a lot of it chopped off. I also dyed it red.

Anakin was very pleased with it. He said that I looked like Molly Ringwald. :) Breakfast Club is his favorite movie and he's always had a crush on Molly Ringwald. He often tells me that it was my red hair which first attracted him to me in college.

I was also wearing my new collar in this picture. You can see the back of it. There are some big snaps so it can fit your neck well. I will post another picture of the front of it sometime. I love my new collar and what it means for my relationship with Anakin. We are beginning a new journey in our relationship. More rules and structure as well as lots of discipline and punishment. I plan to blog more about this soon.

Please leave us a comment and let you know what you think of the picture. Click to enlarge it and get a better look. Be sure to check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Anticipation of the darkside

This picture was taken about 3 years ago. I am a blonde in this picture!! Now I'm a sexy redhead. :) We posted this picture for HNT and got a pretty big response. I have to admit that it's one of my personal favorites. I love most of the pictures in which I am waiting for a spanking to happen. The anticipation of the darkside. The toys are laid out and things are about to happen. I absolutely love that moment before the belt strikes my bottom. Or the leather cuffs are brought out for bondage. I am waiting and anticipating in that moment. My mind will start to spin and subspace takes over.

I am completely a slave in that moment. I give up all control to him. He will spank me with whatever toys he wants. He will spank me however hard he wants. I never know what it will be like. Every spanking is different and unique. Sometimes I can tell he's extra pissed off at me. Or other times he's in a fun mood and just wants to play.

Either way leads us to the same ending. My ass will be sore and bruised and very red. He will be hard and horny. I'll be wet and wanting. And the sex will be great! We will both have some mind-blowing orgasms. I love playing with Darth Vader on the darkside! It always leaves me wanting more.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Pleasurists #148



Undressing by Galapril

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Monday, September 19, 2011

Shopping in Bellingham!


I can't believe that there is only a few days left of summer! Fall is coming. You can feel it in the air. The leaves are starting to turn. It's a really nice time of the year. I love Fall and Halloween. October is my favorite month of the year. Thanksgiving is coming. So is my birthday. And then there is Halloween!!

I had a really good weekend. Friday night was very special. I got a new collar and some intense play. I plan to blog about that soon and share a few pictures. Saturday was a really nice day. I woke up feeling very connected and close to Anakin. We both decided to have a fun day after our overnight. He had recently gotten his passport and wanted to visit the U.S. We are very close to the border so it didn't take us long to get there.

It's been 3 years since Anakin was able to cross the border. I've been bugging him for a long time to get his passport. And he finally did! It's going to change things a lot with being able to go on vacations with our passports. We plan to visit Seattle, California, Las Vegas, and the Oregon Coast very soon! Many cool places and friends we want to meet!

We went to Bellingham on Saturday. We went to the Fred Meyer store for the first time. Wow! Very neat stuff in there. We also went to Bellis Fair Mall and did some shopping. There was a Victoria's Secret store there!! I did some shopping. We stopped by a candy store there. And had lunch at the food fair.

There are some really cool stores and stuff you can't find in Canada at Bellis Fair and the States. We got some really neat groceries for a great deal! Even gas was a lot cheaper there. And our lunch was a good deal at Jack in the Box. Love shopping in the States! We even did some Halloween shopping at Value Village there!

We went to a really nice park in Blaine before heading back home. It was a wonderful day. There was more sex and play on Saturday night. I spent most of Sunday cleaning but still feeling like I was in subspace from it all.

Sooooo...how was your weekend?

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Computer slave

Anakin often says that I am a "slave to the computer." This picture makes me think that maybe I really am! I am wearing my leather wrist cuffs and tweeting on Friday night. I love that I can wear these cuffs and still be able to type. It gives me a reminder of my place though. :)

I was allowed to tweet during the first part of our Friday night fun! You can read them at: https://twitter.com/#!/padmeamidala. Feel free to follow me on twitter. I also shared some pictures of our day trip to Bellingham on twitter. We had a really fun day in the States yesterday. Lots more to blog about as soon as I can!

There is lots to share and many more pictures as well that were taken on Friday night. It was a very special night. You can't see it in this picture but I'm also wearing a brand new collar! I hope to share a picture of that too soon.

I hope everyone is having a good weekend. It's almost over and time for a new week ahead.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, September 16, 2011

Date night tonight!

It's been a long day so far but I can't wait until tonight!! I've been looking forward to it for days. It's date night with Anakin! We haven't had much alone time lately. We've only been able to have sex one time in the last two weeks!!

That is pretty unusual for us. Anakin has been working a lot of overtime. My sister was in town last weekend so we didn't get much time together.

The kids were also adjusting to getting back to school and new bedtimes again. I went to bed at 8 pm last night. I was up at 5 am. I've been really tired lately. I don't care how tired I am tonight though. I really want to play and get naughty!! It's worth losing some sleep over.

This week was also tiring because of my period. I am very glad it's over though just in time for the overnight! Anakin and I have been sending naughty DM's to each other on twitter. I begged for an orgasm today but was denied. He told me I have to wait until tonight. *pouts* What a mean old man!

Tonight is going to be very special. He plans to give me a new collar tonight! It's to symbolize a new chapter on our journey. I've been promised a special night of play time on the darkside. He told me that tonight will be "a night that I will always remember."

Anakin plans to take pictures. And I plan to blog about it as well. Stay tuned. And have a sexy Friday and weekend!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Happy HNT - Disco girl

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! This picture was taken during one of our recent overnights. I was wearing my sexy striped thigh-high's and lingerie. I went over to stand next to the disco ball that was going and it had a cool effect. It almost seemed like the thigh-high's were glowing! I love the disco ball that we brought from Spencer Gifts. I am a disco girl!

We often put it on during our play. I find that I go into a bit of a trance from it right away. It is also really fun to have it on during sex. I find that it creates a really fun mood and you feel like it's an escape.

Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think of the picture. We always appreciate and enjoy the feedback on our pictures. Check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series.

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I have wanted to blog this week but been very busy. I've been making some new positive changes in my life. I've been spoiling myself and having some "me" time. I've bought some new clothes and some other goodies. I have a brand new collar which is going around my neck tomorrow night during our overnight. It's from Anakin. He wanted it to symbolize a new chapter on our journey. I will blog more about this really soon and hopefully be able to share a few pictures of the collar and hair style!

I got a very sexy new short hair cut!! I spent the day at Metrotown yesterday. Had lunch with an old friend and went shopping. Then I went to the hair salon and told them to chop it all off!! I hadn't cut my hair professionally in almost a year and it was long!! I couldn't believe how much hair came off. It hasn't been this short in a very long time. And it feels great!! I walked out of that salon feeling like a new woman! I plan to dye it today and then take some pictures. It feels like a brand new me. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Monday, September 12, 2011

Purple leather wrist cuffs review


I am very excited to be reviewing my purple fur lined leather wrist cuffs from Eden Fantasys. They have a good selection of bondage cuffs. Check them out!

These wrist cuffs are beautiful and very high quality! They are a very good deal at only $37.99 at EF. I've seen them a much higher price at the adult stores in Downtown Vancouver. I've been wanting a really nice pair of cuffs for a long time. These are really great to own! I absolutely love them! They have been tested out several times during our overnights. They are a beautiful pair of cuffs.

About the toy: This is a set of leather fur-lined wrist restraints which are made by Spartacus. It is best suited for bondage and restraint play. The set comes with two cuffs. There is no links with it but Anakin used our leash to link the cuffs together. The cuffs are lined with faux purple fur. I personally loved the feel of the inside of the cuffs. The faux fur made them very comfortable to wear. The fur did not shed at all and was good quality.

Each cuff measures a total of 11.25" from buckle to tip. The actual cuff part is just under 9" in length and 2" in width. There is a ring on each cuff which makes attachments easy. I was easily lead around in them with my leash. We didn't try it but I'm sure rope would also work well with the cuffs too.

The leather is soft but sturdy. They are light weight and did not feel heavy. The cuffs are very good quality. I had a really poor pair of velcro cuffs but these were so much better! They are also much better than the handcuffs that we own. They tend to hurt my wrists but these didn't. I was able to wear them for hours with no problems.

They also do not cause marks like the handcuffs or other bondage cuffs do. I wore them for hours but did not have any marks on my wrists to show it.

They can also be worn as ankle cuffs although I plan to buy a separate pair for that.

They are easy to clean although leather can't be sterilized so be careful when sharing the cuffs with others. They come in a plastic container which I have put mine in for storage and to keep them clean. These cuffs are great for people new to bondage or those who are more experienced of players.

Cons: It doesn't lock and may be too small for some people. My wrists are very small and fit the cuffs well but it may not work as well for others.

Toy Review: The cuffs were very easy to put on. I put my wrists out for Anakin and they were on very quickly. He buckled them up for me. You could put these on yourself but it was easier for him to do it for me. They felt lightweight but also solid.

Anakin yanked on the ring of the cuff to test it out. They are very on very solid. He put the leash through the rings and lead me around. I couldn't escape the bondage and loved how it made me feel. I wore the cuffs for hours and didn't want to take them off!

Toy Rating: 4 out of 5. I couldn't find very many things wrong with these cuffs. I recommend them to all my friends.

Anakin's thoughts on the toy: "I love these cuffs. They're very solidly built, and I love the metal rings on each one for attaching. You can attach a leash, or attach the two cuffs together so they function more like traditional handcuffs, or attach to ropes as you like. The inner lining of the cuffs is very soft, which means they can be worn comfortably for an extended duration."

"This is a major advantage over metal cuffs that can be pretty hard on the wrists if worn for too long. Another advantage over metal cuffs is that they don't get tighter over time, which can be a major problem with metal cuffs, which can click a notch at a time tighter and tighter. Finally, they're a lot quieter than metal handcuffs, too. I also really really love the color of these cuffs; the black goes with the purple and they look very attractive when worn, like cool leather wristbands. I loved photographing such an attractive accessory. I know these cuffs will get used a lot because of their comfort, style, and practicality."

Thank you so much, EdenFantasys for allowing me to try out this toy in exchange for an honest and fair review. I've really enjoyed being a part of the Eden Fantasys sex community.

Thank you EdenFantasies! Please be sure to check out their great selection of sex toys and sexy stuff! They have a very nice selection of bondage and fetish stuff too! They have a great selection of different paddles. Be sure to check it out! They are a really great adult toy store with many more toys that I'd like to test out. It seems like my wish list is getting bigger every day. :D

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Thursday, September 08, 2011

Happy HNT - Waiting for the spanking

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! This picture was taken during one of our overnights. I was wearing my new sexy striped thigh-high's and was waiting for a spanking from Anakin. I always love that moment when you are waiting for the spanking to begin. The moment that his belt comes off and the panties are pulled down.

Please click on the picture to enlarge it and get a better look at it. Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think of our picture. We always appreciate the feedback on our pictures. Check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

Another one lost to cancer

There has been a lot of really sad news lately. There was a very sad death that affected many Canadians. Jack Layton recently died from cancer. His state funeral was on tv. Many people mourn his death. It seems like a lot of the news recently has been sad.

Anakin and I watched a really good show about 9/11 the other night. It was a true story about two hero's who died on 9/11. It was really good to watch but it brought out some really bad depression. It was hard to watch. I can't stop thinking about it. The anniversary is approaching and a sad time for many people who remember 9/11.

The last two years have been really rough for Anakin and I. I lost my Dad. His mom got cancer. They said it was a slow growing cancer and that she would have years to live but she only lived a year. The cancer grew through her and we could only watch. My time at the hospice changed my entire outlook on life. Watching her die from cancer. It was horrible. Yet it was also spiritual. It was very hard but I was glad to have the chance to say goodbye to her. The anniversary of her death is just around the corner.

We found out some really bad news last night. We found out that Anakin's Aunt had brain cancer and she passed away from it. It happened very suddenly. She had just found out that she had cancer and had gone into the hospital. We heard they were going to transfer her into the hospice. The same hospice that her sister (my MIL) passed away in last year.

We were pretty shocked. We were going to go see her this weekend. But she never made it to the hospice. I'm still in shock. I really liked his Aunt. She was one of the few in his family who welcomed me in from the beginning. She was always really nice to me. She came to the hospital when our son was born and was very supportive. I had the chance to talk to her at length right after my MIL passed away. I am glad we had the chance to know each other. She was a very nice woman with a lot of heart. I'm deeply saddened by this news. We are going to really miss her. Cancer sucks!!

Cancer is all around me right now. My FIL has it and is going to treatments for it. My best friend lost both her breasts because of it. She is going in for surgery next week because of complications from the cancer. DL is one of my very best friends. We've known each for almost 10 years and she has stuck it out with me through thick and thin.

She heard about Aunt S and showed up at my door this morning. She wanted to give me a hug in person. I didn't want to go out and tried to get out of going for breakfast. But she wouldn't give in and insisted. I know she's got her own problems going on but she's been really worried about me. I am so thankful for our friendship.

She is one of the only people that I can get together for a coffee with and be able to vent about cancer and death. She is a very wise woman who's been through a lot and has really helped me through some dark days. I know that I can really count on her and it upsets me to know that one day she might be taken because of cancer. I feel like I'm losing so many people that I love because of cancer.

You start to wonder who's next. Anakin's entire family has had cancer. His mom died from it. His Dad has it. His brother has also had it. His grandparents had it. The scary part is that his other Aunt (the other sister) ALSO has brain cancer!! She had surgery for it and is in very serious condition. There is a very high chance of Anakin getting it one day. The thoughts of losing him are almost too much to bear. I even worry for our son because of the hereditary risks.

Thank you to all the tweets and e-mails and messages of condolences. You really do find out who your real friends are during a crisis. There are some people (like my mother) that have literally disappeared without a trace. I have no way that I can contact my mom. She's cut herself off from me and my kids during a time when we need her the most.

How can you really trust someone if your own parent stabs you in the back? I am sooooo angry right now and it's eating me alive. Maybe DL is right. Maybe I need therapy and meds. I'm pretty messed up right now. But it's hard for me to reach out for help...

There have been other ways that I have been affected by cancer. My Grandma also has cancer. I'm surprised she has lived this long. It goes to show you though....some people may live longer than others when they have cancer. My Grandpa lived many years after they said he would. I'm shocked at how fast it happened with Anakin's Aunt. Cherish those you love and enjoy the time you spend with them. You never really know how much time is left.

May the force be with you Aunt S.

~padme amidala

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

Back to school

Today is the day! The happiest day of the year for many parents. It's back to school today! My son is going into grade 5! And the teen is going into grade 11!! OMG!! What happened to all the years? It seems like just yesterday I was dropping them off at kindergarten. And now the teen is about to graduate and my son is a little man.

It's been a really difficult summer for me. Many big challenges which I have faced. Family members with serious health problems. I have some of my own health problems. The teen has been acting out a lot and many big problems that have happened with teen drama. Also lots of family drama. I am still really mad at my mom.

I wish that I could move past the anger but it's very hard for me. She's completely taken off on me. I no longer have a mother. My Dad passed away. So I've lost both of my parents. I'm about to lose my grandma. My Uncle is in really bad health. And we just found out that Anakin's Aunt is going into a hospice and has cancer. My FIL still struggles with it. My best friend, DL also has some big health challenges. I feel like I am losing many of the people that I love the most. It is hard to grieve for people who have passed when we keep losing others along the way.

The anniversary of my MIL's death is just around the corner. The first year anniversary is always the worst. It seems like everything reminds me of her lately. I am really sad that her sister will be going into the same hospice as she died in. Cancer sucks!!

I've been in a pretty deep depression the last few weeks. And I've wanted to blog about it at times but had very little time to myself. This summer was very hard on me for many reasons. Hopefully I will have more time for blogging now that the kids are back in school. Writing always helps me to process my emotions. I've also got a review coming up and many HNT pictures to share. A lot happened this summer. I'm still trying to deal with my feelings on it all.

The long weekend had it's ups and downs. I am looking ahead to the Fall and Halloween and my favorite time of the year. Life is very fragile and I sense many big changes ahead. But I don't face them alone. Anakin is there for me and we are both going through it all together. I love him so much and don't know what I would do without him. My force is strong through him.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Thursday, September 01, 2011

Happy HNT - Sexy stripes

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I wanted to share a picture that was taken recently. I was wearing some really cute striped thigh-high socks that I had picked out from Eden Fantasys. They are so cute and sexy!! I love this picture! You get a little glimpse at my sexy ass as well as the thigh-highs. Perfect for getting a spanking! :D Please click to enlarge the picture and get a better look at it.

Please leave us a comment and tell us what you think of the picture. We always appreciate and enjoy the feedback on our pictures.

Check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala