Friday, January 20, 2012

Spanking Interrupted

TGIF! I'm very glad that it's Friday and this week is almost over. It's been a long and stressful one. Anakin and I have both been dealing with a lot of car accident stuff. It seems to be one thing after another. I had been promised a belt strapping yesterday. We ate breakfast and talked for a while and then I started getting spanked. His belt came off and the strokes were hard. I started to feel myself float into subspace.

The phone rang and the spanking got interrupted. ICBC was phoning about our check and we had to take the call. We had to go out and deal with car stuff so we weren't able to continue any of the naughty play. We were both really stressed out last night. There is a lot of pressure right now to find a new car. ICBC didn't pay our car loan so we now owe a lot of money for a car that is written off. We are trying to find a lawyer and that's been a bit tricky because we are dealing with Liberty Mutual as well as ICBC.

I can't even describe how stressful it's been since the car accident. I'm completely stressed out. I couldn't sleep last night and woke up crying. Anakin depends on his car for work. I can't imagine what it will be like if we don't have a car. We can borrow my FIL's for a while but that's not a solution. My FIL needs his car too. This situation really sucks.

There has been snow and low temps this week and this isn't a great time for this all to happen. Our car rental goes back tomorrow and then we don't have a car. The car accident wasn't our fault and yet we wind up in debt because of it. It's not fair. Eventually this may all be settled with the help of a lawyer but that doesn't help what we are going through right now. It's a lot of stress and also lead to some disappointments.

We were going to the go to the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show this weekend in Vancouver. Obviously we can't go if we don't have a car and also with the weather too. We also have Date night on Friday nights. We may not have one tonight though. It depends on what happens with the car stuff today.

I admit that I'm really depressed over all of this. I'm also having a very hard time with getting back into a car again after the accident. I'd rather hibernate at home and not go out. We have issues though we need to deal with about the car accident. It's all a bit overwhelming. I can't get over the feeling of being hit hard from behind in the car. I've been in two serious accidents and that's made me fearful to be in a car again.

I hope we can continue where we left off yesterday with the spanking. My spanking fever hasn't gone away. I find that I crave really hard beatings when stressed out. Sometimes it's the only thing that can help me feel better.

I'm not sure how much I'll be online this weekend. Lots to deal with and not feeling too great about things. I just hope that things will get back to normal soon. I just wonder when...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

2 comments:

Anakin said...

I must admit is HAS been very stressful since the car accident. I don't need to list all the issues and costs involved, but clearly under life's stressful events it becomes necessary to deal with one thing at a time and just keep going, because otherwise it is very easy to start feeling overwhelmed and hopeless.
While it has been hard to be focused, I think we've had too. I'm proud of you for how you and W/we have coped thus far. I like what you say, months from now, it WILL be better and we'll take a little trip and feel better some day. Looking forward to that day, and more time with you, to resume our spanking interrupted.

~Anakin

padme amidala said...

I wanted to give an update that we've gotten a new car! We were able to go into our local Kia and get an upgraded version of our old car. We got a 2011 Kia Forte! It's a big relief.

We still need to deal with the lawyer and other car accident stuff but we now have a new car and we are both happy and relieved.
Hugs,
padme