Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Life update

I wasn't quite sure what to write about but I wanted to blog today. I don't think I've done a life update in a while. There have been a few changes in my life and on my journey with Master. We are still dealing with injuries and also legal issues with the car accident we had back in January.

There have been some family challenges which have been difficult. One family member has cancer. Another one has a very serious addiction. We are facing a difficult journey ahead. I've had this very bad feeling lately that something is going to happen. It's kept me up some nights. I know that it stresses Master out too.

I've been trying to be a better slave. Master has been very pleased with me. I am trying to obey and listen at all times to Master. I remembered to do my journal on Monday even though He had not reminded me. I had commented to Him that He is training me well. Our M/s (Master/slave) is the strongest that it's ever been in our relationship. I've done a better job in keeping up with my rules and chores and obeying Him. I have noticed that He is very pleased with me and that is a very good feeling.

We did some breath play on Saturday night which was very intense. I noticed it's really connected us since we played. I have to admit that I loved it and want to do it again. I loved feeling His power over me as He had His belt around my throat tightening it as I came. That was incredibly hot and it's inspired some masturbation with the Hitachi. I'm really horny every time I think about it.

I got my first product from EF to review on-site. It's a spank me paddle set! It's very cute and I can't wait to test it out this weekend! :)

Anakin and I are talking about going away for our anniversary in April. It's hard to believe that our 8 year wedding anniversary is coming up! We have been in our TPE relationship for that long too! We've sure come a long way. I can remember some really tough times when we first got married. It was very hard to adjust to a power exchange in which He had total control. It wasn't easy but we are really strong with the M/s now.

Our force is very strong...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

1 comments:

Anakin said...

My slave, you are SO beautiful, inside and out. I appreciate you, and your submission more than I can express. It's been a long road, and there are challenges ahead of course, some filled with dread, but W/we will face them together, and I appreciate where we are, and where we've been, and each moment we share right now.

~Anakin