Ups and downs on the Journey

It's hard to believe that it's been a month since our car accident. Life has changed a lot since then. We've gotten a new car and had to deal with some of the injuries we had from it. This last month has had many ups and downs. The car accident was horrible. I really don't like to think about it. It has made me very anxious to be in a car again. Anakin is talking about taking the family on a road trip this summer. We would be going down the Oregon Coast and maybe even into California! It's very exciting to think about but the thoughts of being in a car that long make me feel very anxious. Anakin and I have both become a bit more paranoid. Anakin even drives different than He did before the accident. We are both a lot more aware of cars that come up behind us. I am really grateful to be alive and that everyone in the accident is ok. I am a lot more aware of car accidents on the news now. Not everyone survives a car accident. I've survived two of them. I really do feel lucky to be alive. Anakin and I have gone through many ups and downs on our Journey. We've faced some very big challenges in the years we have been together. We've both lost parents and other loved ones in our families. We have both had a lot of family issues and changes. We've both had different health issues. We have both gone through different family and friends having cancer. We have lost babies because of several miscarriages. We have gone through things that would have split most couples apart. Now we have also gone through a car accident together. We have a very strong relationship and I believe it's because of our dynamic. He's the Boss and the HOH (Head of Household) in our family. Anakin leads the way and I follow. Things are very good between us right now. We have connected and become stronger because of the car accident. We've had some really great talks and lots of communication. I feel so lucky to have Anakin. The thoughts of losing Him really scare me. I love Him so very much. I can't imagine my life without Him. He is my strong force.... We had a quickie this morning at 5 am. I was so tired that I almost slept through it. lol. He was hard and rolled me over and fucked me while I lay there. He came and then left and told me that I have permission to use the Hitachi today! Thank You, Master. :) I really am a really lucky slave... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala