Sunday, March 04, 2012

The strong force of Anakin and padme

Friday was a really wonderful day although I did a lot of errands and was feeling pretty tired. I wasn't too sure about going out for date night with Master. Anakin wanted to take me out for dinner though. I took a bath and got ready. We went to the casino and did some gambling first.

I won some money on the 1 cent slot machines which was really cool. We went out for dinner to a new place called NY Grill and Bistro. It was really nice. The food was really good and so was the service. We were both impressed. We held hands and had a really nice talk over dinner. It was a really nice start to the evening.

We came home to play time on the darkside. He used His belt on me over and over again. It was a hard strapping to let me know my place. He used the whip as well as His hand a few times. We had sex. I had 2 amazing orgasms and felt wonderful. I was really sleepy though. I wanted some aftercare which didn't really happen that night.

I woke up on Saturday morning hoping for some time together. I had tweeted about wanting to be naughty. Anakin wasn't too interested though and in a big rush to get things done. I felt rushed out the door and spent the day running errands. I felt like there wasn't much aftercare and didn't feel the connection we usually do after playing.

There was some family drama which happened in the afternoon and leaked into the evening. There was also a big disappointment which really upset Master. We had bought a video game to play together. It's called SSX. It was a surprise that we couldn't race each other on the game. That was the whole point of the game. He was in a foul mood and started getting into Darth mode. I find it very hard to please Him when He is in Darth mode. I just wanted to be left alone at one point and went to take a bath to give us space.

We had a pretty big fight. He was angry but so was I. We were snapping at each other and getting very upset. He decided to sleep on the couch and we were both very angry as we went to bed. I fell asleep crying and was very upset. I hate fighting with Master. It doesn't happen very often but this was a pretty big one.

I awoke at 6 am this morning when the door opened. He apologized to me and wanted to cuddle. I was still a bit mad but the walls eventually came down. It's hard to stay mad at Master. I love Him. I want things to be ok between us.

There was some make up sex which was very loving and gentle. He was Dominant and yet very loving. Lots of kissing and closeness. We both connected again. We have a very strong force. I could feel it as we made love this morning. We may fight sometimes but we always find our way back to each other in the end. We both love each other so very much. I'm glad things are better this morning. Our force is strong...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

1 comments:

Anakin said...

My padme,
I love you SO much. I'm sorry that we had a fight. It's rare, but it happens.

Nothing else in the world matters as much as you and us. I felt you this morning on a very deep level. Our Force is strong, and we'll always find our way back together, back home.

~Anakin