Which would you choose?

There is a game that Master likes to play sometimes. It's called "which would you choose". He will put a few different toys in front of me and I get to choose which one He will spank me with! I'm not sure it's a very fair game though. lol. Obviously I'm going to choose the belt if it's one of the toys that is being placed in front of me. I've got a belt fetish and love it! Other people might make a different choice though. Which would you choose to spank/get spanked with out of these three toys? You can only choose one of these toys! Please leave us a comment and let us know. The choices are: A) Spank me paddle - I did a review last month of this toy. It's light and fun and will redden the ass without bruising it too badly B) Red Velvet paddle - This is the new toy that I have been testing out for my next review. It's a pretty solid paddle with two layers on it. It's got a really nice feel to it. My ass burned from a hard paddling with it. C) The belt - A black leather belt that can give a hard strapping. Can be used harshly or for fun. It's one of my favorite toys to get spanked with. He told me to chose yesterday but then decided to use all 3 out on my poor bottom! He's a very mean Master sometimes! I really hope we'll get lots of comments on this post about which toy you would choose. I'm really curious! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Surprise spanking!

I wanted to post a picture that was taken today during some spanking fun with Anakin! It was a surprise spanking! He decided to stay home from work and surprise me! The kids were in school so we had the whole day to play! I got dressed into my schoolgirl outfit and red lace panties. He was very pleased. We tested out the new velvet paddle which arrived from Eden Fantasys. It was a fun paddle to test out! There will be more pictures and details in my next review of it! Master took a whole bunch of pictures including this one of the flogging that I received today. He used the swede flogger on my ass and gave it a hard flogging. It's been a while since we've used that toy! It sent me into a deep subspace very fast. I also got the belt as well as the new paddle and "spank me" paddle too! Lots and lots of fun! My bum is SO sore right now as I write this blog post!! He teased me for hours and put clothespins on my nipples. He wouldn't let me cum for hours! What a mean man! I exploded in a g-spot orgasm! We had some really great sex as well! Today has been a really great day! :) I'm about to get more strapping with His belt before we go pick up the kids from school. He knows that I'll be squirming in the seat of our car with a very good reminder of our play on the darkside today. I hope everyone is enjoying the new black background on our blog. We got rid of the stars background and think that it looks easier to read. I'm off to get more spanking!  May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Masturbation Tuesday

I'm a lucky girl today! I get to use the Hitachi again. I got permission yesterday to use it and give myself a big orgasm. He told me this morning that He was proud of me for being such a good girl lately. He told me to enjoy the orgasm and think of Him while using my Hitachi today. Master is a big part of many of my masturbation fantasies. I will often think of a memory of when He used the belt on me or some hard anal fucking we had. It always makes me cum to think of the harder fantasies while masturbating. It takes me a while to get into the right mood for masturbation. I went onto Tumblr this morning and that got me pretty worked up! Some really naughty pictures on there. I also plan to watch some spanking videos. Those always get me wet and horny and ready for the Hitachi! I've been touching myself a lot this morning. I can't help myself. I saw a picture on Tumblr which made me reach down to my pussy and start fingering myself. I wish Master was here. I would give Him a really good show of me making myself cum for Him. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A naughty and spanking fun weekend!

I had a really great weekend! I had wanted to blog about some of it but life kept getting in the way. The kids are back to school today after a 2 week Spring break. I am enjoying the peace and quiet. I enjoy being in a regular routine as well. I can also use my Hitachi again for some masturbation time! I've missed that a lot. :) How was your weekend? Mine was fun and kinky! We also had some nice family time with the kids too. Friday night was our date night. Anakin had the day off so we were able to get ready for it and start early. We went to the casino to do some gambling. We both won some money and decided to eat at the buffet there. It was a really nice dinner. We came home to play. We opened a bottle of wine called The Beach House. We got it while down in White Rock recently. It was a really nice wine. The toys came out and I got dressed into something sexy for Him. He used His belt on me a bit and then changed over to the whip. I am putting up a picture of some of the whip/belt marks on my ass from it! He was very strict with me and demanding that I "take it for Him." He used His hand to spank me with as well as the other toys. We had some really great sex and orgasms. I had 3 orgasms which made me melt. I couldn't walk afterwords. They were amazing! We fell asleep after playing for hours. I woke up on Saturday with a naughty idea. I went onto twitter on our computer downstairs and was feeling horny. I knew we had some time before our son was coming home. I went upstairs to our bedroom where He was sleeping. I surprised Him with a blow job. He was pleasantly surprised by my morning wake-up call. :P We went for a drive out to Fort Langley. We did some shopping at had lunch. Then we came home and waited for the teen to get dropped off. We took both of the kids to see The Hunger Games!! WOW!! What a great movie!! I was really impressed. I am a bit picky when it comes to movies but this one really captured my interest. My son is reading the book and I'd like to read it after he is done. I really enjoyed seeing a movie with Anakin and both of our kids. Everyone had a really good time and then came home to pizza for dinner! :D Sunday was spent doing chores for Master and some errands. I also got a chance to read my new book called Yes, Sir. It's an erotic novel about female submission. I've read a few chapters so far and really enjoyed it. My plans for today include using the Hitachi as well as waiting for a new toy to arrive from EF! I've got a velvet paddle which should be arriving today! I can't wait to test it out this weekend. My force feels strong. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Keep calm and Spank me hard!

I saw this picture and it made me think of Anakin. He gets into his Darth mode and then starts to spank me hard. Sometimes He is calm when spanking me but other times He is not. It depends on His mood and how naughty I've been. Hopefully I will be getting a hard spanking tomorrow night! I need it! :P Anakin is home for 4 days!!! It's an extra long weekend for us. I don't think I'll be online very much. Date night is tomorrow night! I am expecting a package from Eden Fantasys today with some sexy goodies! I am hoping that another package with my new paddle arrives by tomorrow night as well! :D May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Spring break

I haven't been online very much the last few days. My kids are home for another week of Spring break. The teen is at her Dad's house but our son is home and gets bored easily. I've been trying to plan daily outings. Yesterday I got a bit of a break from the kids. I got to take transit down to North Vancouver. I met Master at the Lonsdale Quay. We had dinner and did some shopping. It was really nice date! :D It was really nice at the Lonsdale Quay. I love this time of the year! It's spring! Things start to bloom and the weather starts to get better. I went for a walk today and it was really nice outside. I also started buying Easter stuff. I can't believe April is almost here! It will be my 8 year wedding anniversary in a few weeks! I've also been in a TPE (total power exchange) relationship for that long! Wow! It's been quite a journey for us since that day I signed the TPE contract. Changed our lives forever. I am looking forward to this weekend. Anakin is home on Friday which is an extra bonus! Our force is feeling strong! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Friday night spanking and beach time!

I had a really nice weekend! Friday night was date night with Anakin. I got spanked, strapped and whipped as well as fucked up my ass! It was a very intense night. He gave me 2 orgasms and we fell asleep cuddled up together. I needed the hard spanking and fucking so badly. I spent the rest of the weekend feeling very submissive. I woke up with a very sore bum on Saturday. Anakin decided that we were going to take our son to the beach. It felt great to get into our new car and go for a ride down to the beach! We stopped by the Bakery as well as liquor store. We picked up some Guinness beer for St. Patrick's day. White Rock Beach is one of my favorite places to go. It was a bit stormy out though and had some strong winds and waves going on. I am posting a picture of it that Anakin took. We had lunch at a Fish N Chip place with a million dollar view of the beach. It was a really nice afternoon. We spent some time down at the beach as well as walking down the pier. The weather even cleared up for our walk. The sunshine came out and the fresh ocean air felt so nice. We came back and relaxed. I was exhausted and fell asleep early. Yesterday was a busy day but enjoyed spending it with Master. We did some chores and errands. We also watched the season finale of the Walking Dead!!! Wow!! What a show! We are in love with it. We were counting down the hours and getting really pumped up for it! I can't wait until it comes back in the Fall. I woke up early this morning and was able to have a quickie with Master. It felt so good as He fucked my pussy hard. He gave me permission to use the Hitachi and had to leave after we were done. I masturbated and didn't take long to cum. It was a great way to start Monday. Kids are home for Spring Break again this week. It was recently extended to two weeks instead of one. I am glad that Anakin is home on Friday. Our force feels very strong. :D May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy St. Patrick's day!

TGIF! Happy St. Patrick's day! I know I'm putting this picture up a little bit early but some people may be celebrating it already! Master is Irish and very proud of his heritage. We usually do something fun for it. What are your plans? Do you celebrate St. Patrick's day? This picture was taken a few years ago and is themed for St. Patrick's day! I always like to wear green and have fun with it all. Master and I have a date night tonight! I can't wait! I've got #SpankingFever going on today! It's all I can think about. Master has promised me a hard belt strapping tonight. It's been a week and I need it badly. Hopefully we'll have some pictures to share as well as a blog post all about the details! I'm hoping that Master might share the camera with me too. I wouldn't mind taking a few more pictures of Him and His belt! :P Have a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Craving a belt strapping!

I was drinking my coffee this morning and came across this picture! It brought back a fond memory of one of the belt strappings that I have gotten through the years. My ass knows Anakin's belt very well. I can't even count how many times it's been used. It will always be one of my most favorite toys to play with! This picture makes me crave a belt strapping! I've got spanking fever today! Hopefully I'll be getting a hard one very soon! :P May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

i like it when You spank me!

Dear Master, i like it when You spank me. When You take off your belt and tell me to "bend over". That moment when the panties come down and the belt starts coming down on my poor bottom. :) i love having a red bottom from a hard spanking from You. Thank you for being strict and firm with me. It helps me to focus and be a very good girl. Love Your slave, padme amidala xoxo

Happy birthday Skywalker!

Today is my son's 11th birthday! Where did all the years go? It just seems like yesterday that I was holding him in my arms. That was such an exciting moment in our family. It also bonded Master and I. He was right by my side as I had my scheduled c-section. I saw tears in His eyes when our son was born. I know it was a very proud moment for Him. He's such a good Dad. It's one of the things that I love the best about Master. We had a good weekend. Friday was date night. We played for hours and had some great sex and orgasms! It was so wonderful to be able to connect with Him. Saturday was mostly spent getting ready for the birthday. We also took our son and a friend to see the Lorax in 3D. What a cute movie! I even cried at the end of it. :) Yesterday was the party. It was small but nice. It was nice to have my FIL there. We appreciate all the time that we get to spend with him. Family is forever. I am so blessed to have a family with Anakin. Our force is strong. Spring break starts this week! Kids are off for TWO weeks this year. Not too sure what I'm doing yet with the kids but won't be online as much as normal. I'll try to tweet when I can and also blog. I am hoping to get started on some spring cleaning as well. There are a few projects that I want to get done. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF! Have a great Friday!

TGIF! Have a great Friday! I'm really glad it's Friday and can't wait for the weekend to start. This weekend is going to be nice for a few different reasons. I've got date night tonight with Anakin! We are also going to be celebrating our son's 11th birthday! That's very exciting for our family! :D I'm not sure how much I will be online this weekend. We have a lot of family plans for his birthday. I will try to tweet when I can though! This week has felt like a long one. We haven't had sex since last weekend. Anakin and I both tried to get naughty a few times but were interrupted. I'm really looking forward to some time with Master tonight. We've got a nice bottle of wine and some other treats for tonight. I recently got a package from EF with some new stuff to try as well. It should be fun! I feel horny this morning and am missing Master. I can't wait to play on the darkside with Darth Vader again! :P I also need a spanking! I can't wait to bring out the toys tonight! Have a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A very sexy padme amidala!

I was looking through old pictures recently and saw this one! Wow! That was one of our earlier pictures that we had put up on our blog. Look at how sexy my legs look! I love those fetish shoes too! I'm wearing some sexy black sheer thigh-high's as well. I love being Master's sexy girl! :P I am feeling very sexy right now! I got my hair cut short and into a new style. I also used a hair dye to get rid of some grey hairs. I was trying to grow my hair out but I didn't like how it made me look. I think it ages me when I have longer hair. I looked in the mirror and was very surprised at how much younger I looked with the new style! I feel so much sexier! Master was very pleased with it. I want to look good for him. I'm really proud of myself because I am only 3 pounds away from my goal weight and pre-pregnancy weight with my son!!! It's taken me almost 12 years to shed all the weight. I've tried to eat healthier as well as making other changes in my life. My daily walks have helped me to stay focused as well as eating better. My blood pressure is lower. Unfortunately Anakin still has to be on blood pressure meds but it has improved. I am feeling very sexy as I approach 40 years old in October! I truly believe that women can be sexy at any age as long as they take care of themselves. I am really lucky that Anakin has given me so much motivation to stay on the right track. It's really helped me at times that I wanted to give up. Thank You, Master! I really hope date night works out for Friday night. I need a spanking! :P May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Family drama and less online time

I haven't been online very much the last few days. I've been dealing with some stressful family drama which has taken a lot of my energy. I should have known that the closeness between my sister and I would eventually change. We have a very complicated relationship. I can always feel the walls go up when we start to get close. There was some e-mail wars which seemed to get more and more nasty. The last one was very upsetting to me. The baby isn't born yet and I feel like it's being used as a weapon. Not cool!. :/ I'm not sure now how involved that I'm going to be in her pregnancy. I'm excited to be an Aunt though. I hope she'll at least let me see the baby. :/ My sister can be very controlling. She reminds me a lot of our Dad sometimes. This is probably why we can't seem to get along for very long. If there is one thing that I hate the worst it's family drama. It always leaks into my home and marriage. It's the one thing that seems to always bring on a fight between Anakin and I. Anakin understands how complicated my relationships are with other family members. He's seen a lot over the almost 22 years that we have been best friends. It's been hard to be online because my kids are at home. There is a teacher's strike happening so they are home until Thursday. Spring Break then starts for two weeks! It's hard to get onto Tumblr and even to blog. I try to tweet when I can but even that has been hard. I'm also getting ready for my son's birthday party this weekend. He's turning 11 years old! I've got a list of chores and errands to get done by the weekend. Things are really good between Master and I after a big fight over the weekend. We've connected again and our force is feeling strong! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

The strong force of Anakin and padme

Friday was a really wonderful day although I did a lot of errands and was feeling pretty tired. I wasn't too sure about going out for date night with Master. Anakin wanted to take me out for dinner though. I took a bath and got ready. We went to the casino and did some gambling first. I won some money on the 1 cent slot machines which was really cool. We went out for dinner to a new place called NY Grill and Bistro. It was really nice. The food was really good and so was the service. We were both impressed. We held hands and had a really nice talk over dinner. It was a really nice start to the evening. We came home to play time on the darkside. He used His belt on me over and over again. It was a hard strapping to let me know my place. He used the whip as well as His hand a few times. We had sex. I had 2 amazing orgasms and felt wonderful. I was really sleepy though. I wanted some aftercare which didn't really happen that night. I woke up on Saturday morning hoping for some time together. I had tweeted about wanting to be naughty. Anakin wasn't too interested though and in a big rush to get things done. I felt rushed out the door and spent the day running errands. I felt like there wasn't much aftercare and didn't feel the connection we usually do after playing. There was some family drama which happened in the afternoon and leaked into the evening. There was also a big disappointment which really upset Master. We had bought a video game to play together. It's called SSX. It was a surprise that we couldn't race each other on the game. That was the whole point of the game. He was in a foul mood and started getting into Darth mode. I find it very hard to please Him when He is in Darth mode. I just wanted to be left alone at one point and went to take a bath to give us space. We had a pretty big fight. He was angry but so was I. We were snapping at each other and getting very upset. He decided to sleep on the couch and we were both very angry as we went to bed. I fell asleep crying and was very upset. I hate fighting with Master. It doesn't happen very often but this was a pretty big one. I awoke at 6 am this morning when the door opened. He apologized to me and wanted to cuddle. I was still a bit mad but the walls eventually came down. It's hard to stay mad at Master. I love Him. I want things to be ok between us. There was some make up sex which was very loving and gentle. He was Dominant and yet very loving. Lots of kissing and closeness. We both connected again. We have a very strong force. I could feel it as we made love this morning. We may fight sometimes but we always find our way back to each other in the end. We both love each other so very much. I'm glad things are better this morning. Our force is strong... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Life changes

It feels like there is so many life changes happening. It's amazing what's happened in the last few days. I wrote a blog post yesterday about me becoming an Aunt for the first time! My sister is pregnant with her first child. It's very exciting. I feel like I'm bonding with my sister over this. I've been writing her e-mails about all her questions about pregnancy. I plan to be a part of her pregnancy and be a part of the birth too. We are already looking greyhound prices vs flying. I really wish she lived closer. There is a chance that she might and I really hope that happens. I went for breakfast with my friend, DL this morning. We were talking about what it's like to be an Aunt. She reminded me that I am already an Aunt although it's obviously a bit different. I have a half-brother that I met a few years ago. He has a son that is around the same age as mine. I've never met him though. It's obviously very different with my sister and her pregnancy. I get to be a part of it from the very beginning. It's made me wonder about my half-brother. I wonder what happened to him. I met him once but it was brief. My mom gave him up when she was 19 years old. She found him and they were able to meet. I'm glad that I got to meet him but I never found out his last name. It's very unfortunate that we never got to know each other better. I'm very curious about him though. I'm going to try searching for him. I think that we could have a lot to talk about. My sister's pregnancy has stirred up a whole bunch of maternal instincts. I even told Anakin last night that I want another baby. lol. I know that it's a crazy idea though. He's had a vasectomy and we had closed that door on that chapter. I'm struggling with it though. I really want a bigger family. I'd love to have another baby. It's really hard to accept that my baby days are over. I was searching through the Wal Mart baby section the other day and starting crying. I love my kids and being a mom. I just wish we could have had a bigger family like we always dreamed of. It's hard to believe that I'm turning 40 this year. I've noticed some physical changes happening as well as grey hairs and other reminders that I'm aging. I'm starting to need more sleep and also exercise. I've been going on daily walks which has helped me lose weight. I am only 3 pounds away from my goal weight!! I'm really proud of myself. Master has helped me stay on track. I feel like I'm going through a lot of life changes right now. There is some really big things happening in my life. I'm a bit overwhelmed by it all. I am really blessed to have a really great family with Anakin and our two kids. I am really lucky to have the life that I do. I need to focus on the future and start moving forward. My force is strong as long as I have Anakin on my journey...He means the world to me and i truly love Him with all of my heart and being. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala