Friday night was really nice. I was able to distract myself for a while and had a really nice date night with Master Anakin. It's probably the last chance we had to go on a date and also play before my surgery next week. My surgery is coming up in 9 days. My focus is on that right now. I feel a mixture of emotions over my Hysterectomy. I am looking forward to having the surgery behind me. I can't wait to get rid of the nasty fibroids which have been getting worse each month for me. There are moments though that I'm second guessing the surgery and wondering if I am doing the right thing.